>>10632
Well while it is inaccurate word "cuck" is about guys who are willing to serve women and buy their attention and sex with their work and resources. they feel pleasure from being used and serving women.
for a hardcore cuck the fact that woman took his gift already feels orgasmic. And he needs nothing back, because he is a good guy who only wants to do good things for sake of being good LOL
But usually they will want something back and this will irritate women who expect that men should be giving them stuff without expecting anything back.

OP is essentially complaining that women are not adhering to the "contract" properly, as he paid her and she does not fall in love with him at all. Or he gave her chocolate bar she ate it and refused to suck his dick this way scamming him.
And this is why he hates them.

Obviously hugs and friendships will not help here and only make things worse because hugging/being friends with someone who thinks that you are disgusting/repulsive is not extremely pleasant and makes you hate them (or yourself) even more.