Yeah, I thought about that but I guess it is a dream, less realistic than me eventually becoming a billionaire.

even in case of this happening I see quite some possible problems. like, for example, your friend bragging about their success and you just being left to envy them.

Also, my situation is rather unusual because I do not really have any specific kinks just certain general preferences. so the requirement for my friend is just someone equally open-minded willing to try everything as well.