>>11305
Then you need to keep trying because as I said, our mental health system is sorely lacking. Otherwise are you just going to keep wallowing in pathetic self-pity like the mother you hated so much? Your problems might’ve been caused by your mother but you still lingering on that resentment and especially blaming it on unrelated people is your own problem and the only thing that can improve you is yourself. If you can’t be optimistic and learn to let go of your hate and insist on being miserable then the onus of all your current problems is entirely on you. You can’t keep crying about your past. Well, I mean you can, but it just makes you the same kind of whiny bitch you claim your mother was. If you refuse to take steps to better yourself and would rather just blame random unrelated people as a scapegoat then your life will stay shitty regardless of how much you blame others (even though it’s your own doing). As they say, you see one asshole and you’re looking at an asshole. If all you see are assholes you’re looking in a mirror.