I think you might want a sex change because you feel trapped in the wrong body and a bit of the "emotional, irrational" sterotype. Tbh, there is nothing wrong with your body or gender unless you feel as such (like feeling assigned the wrong one you feel doesn't match what you feel you are, a real nightmare scenario). The sex change should be for you because you feel like that on the inside, not out of spite of someone else. Love yourself, try not to stay in a depressed mindset. You have self worth. Hang out with some other like minded people, you'll do well. :)

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