i'm not a sociopath but i dissociate pretty bad. anyway there was this video of a naked girl having her throat slit, i think it was an honor killing and the men were her family members. she was squirming around while they held her and slit her throat and i found it pretty hot. felt awful later as the full reality of it sank in. i've tried and failed to find the video again, probably best that i don't find it.