>>15132
thank you very much for the response. i am somewhat surprised that you agreed with retro as much as you did, but i find it valuable that you gave me your perspectives. i was feeling like i was being gaslight, so i wanted to see if i was going crazy or something, but now i just feel a bit depressed. idk how to respond to this, and i've spent some time thinking about it, but i don't think there is any net-positive value i can create from interacting with you guys anymore. i am sure this will turn out to be a mutually beneficial arrangement, so i apologize if i end up failing to keep my side of it.