>>15248

I think this sentence explains everything.
>but seeing myself beating my meat to some 2d anime girls being murdered by some poorly drawn faceless dudes is just fucking miserable.


You were raised in conservative family which gave you a mission get a job marry reproduce and pass your genes to another generation

beating your meat to anime girls is distraction from that mission, it is no different from drugs alcohol games some kind of hobbies or other kind of stuff like that
You GF thinks same she consider inappropriate to waste your energy on non productive stuff which does not align with the mision
ANd this is basic idea of conservatives in general who want to ban all distractions and turn society into something resembling amish community where You have absolutely no distractions from work and children You have laser beam focus on your mission and do not deviate at the slightest.
And yes if gurochan pixiv and other technologies did not exist It woud not be possible to deviate. there is just nothing else to do except probably alcohol. so people just fall into alcoholism.
People naturally try to invent some distractions so society has to keep strict censorship and restrictions all the time to contain this disease. and you can see many example in bible how it is being done.
And there are many calls in conservative parties to ban lots of stuff even today.

So yeah as long as you believe that you have a mission to fulfill all that guro hentai nonsense is sick perversion which has to be ended immediately.
The way how you could do that is to get another job to make sure you simply have no free time or energy for that or else if you spend time that you were fapping on anime on some other useless hobby or watching TV it is not any better Just keep in mind that gyro is no different from let's say tinkering with your useless car.
Your life has to be made of 100% productive work same way as for your GF and this problem will disappear by itself.

In my situation I don't believe that I have any mission I am here to have fun and spend my life the most pleasant wasy possible so no problems or shame of any kind with any of that stuff.
the only thing that concerns me if someone will find out how that will affect my ability to have easy good life and fun in the future.