I like gore and guro, the difference for me is with guro, I can enjoy the actual death stuff. Looking at someone who is dead irl makes me feel.. nothing, really. Kinda sad, yep, that persons dead forever. Didn't know em. But gore irl without death is kind of a turnon. Like… surgery and stuff. But to be fair my guro awakening was because i was fapping and accidentally got off to the mental image of my ex shooting me in the head and it just went from there.