>>13741
broaden your conception of consent, man. if i wasnt actually being hurt and legit scared i would be disappointed. what onix said about mentally ill girls is true- aside from sex stuff, the appeal is getting to purge all the terrified desperate hysteria i just have to contain at all times to avoid getting institutionalized. plus sensory enjoyment of it- you know how some autists semi-or involuntarily hurt themselves when they're distressed or overwhelmed, in an attempt to self-soothe? its like that.
>"privilege of watching a girl who is truly suffering(like having a panic attack" thats exactly the right attitude. i gotta meet somebody like you, with which to share all my ugly fucking shaking crying hyperventilating panic attacks. that's a huge appeal of sadists- some of em any way-normal people are disgusted by strong emotions, and tend to want to avoid witnessing them as much as possible. but a sadist who wants to draw all those ugly reactions out, on purpose, is highly attractive. Peace