I'm a 19 year old gore addict with no hopes of ever attracting a mate, and I hate my voice and my body. I have a small pathetic dick and my voice hasn't changed since I was an early teen. I literally have a girl's voice. I feel like life would've been easier if I was born a female. Should I bite the bullet and take estrogen, or should I just kill myself? I want friends and a girlfriend, but I'm too socially awkward (and physically awkward) to ever accomplish that. I don't think I'd be "traditionally trans" like OP is, I just think females have less stress overall, especially in social situations. Being socially stunted as a male literally guarantees you have no chance in this world.
On the plus side, I'm feminine as hell (I got my looks from my mom), and I haven't cut my hair in six years. Also the faggy girl voice.