>>16942
take the estrogen. it's not biting a bullet. you live. your behavior changes a bit and your sex drive reduces a bit. your skin turns soft and you get little boobs (they don't turn big unless you choose to start progesterone later on, which you don't have to). you should freeze sperm if you choose to do this
life continues. you still wake up and worry about stuff, things go on, life is mostly the same.