>>17431
Also I remember when I was a kid, 12, 13 years old I think (I was socially retarded and other problems ) there was a girl I liked and once I told her " I wish you'd stab me up and eat my organs". She was like "yummy"
I was a weirdo but even before never-ever having watched porn or guro I had that fantasies.
Sometimes I wish I could have that retarded lack of inhibition back.