I fantasise about a lot of obviously immoral, illegal stuff. But would I ever do it in real life? I'd need a couple of things to be sure:

She'd have to be fully cognicant and aware and freely consenting

She'd have to have nobody who would miss her, so no secondary victims hurt by my actions

She'd have to be truly evil and deserve to die

I'd have to have a 100% ironclad perfect way to not get caught (and nothing is ever certain)

And the only scenario in which those are all true is one where I've obviously had a psychotic break because that's not how the civilised world works IRL, so in which case I'd kill myself before I would actually seriously harm someone.

This is all just fucked up erotic fantasy, and I hope that anyone genuinely considering doing lethal or non consentual harm to anyone else seeks help. We're all just flesh, what gives one the right to do harm to another for personal pleasure?

If this is still just fantasy then... Whoosh