>>18991
> my attraction to real violence is the only thing drawing me towards fictional violence.
Attracted to real violence how exactly? Do you enjoy people being hurt? But in fictional violence nobody's being hurt, so the whole object of enjoyment is gone. The same way for enjoyers of fictional violence bringing it to reality would defeat the point, for someone enjoying real violence, bringing it to fiction would also defeat the point. Real violence = someone gets hurt, fictional violence = nobody is hurt. They're literally polar opposites.