there is no such thing as a trans woman, you are male period, testosterone can be toxic for some fellas perhaps das yer case, hormone treatment is fine, you may look feminine and have a nice body but keep the hair short and dont deceive men thats what gets ya in trouble, with short punkish hair you attract the right crowd, you can even have a wife and kids and average people will think you are a lesbian couple, keep the cock dont cut it thats a crime, aint nothin wrong with taking hormones and having a cock but dont pretend to be a female you are still a male who looks feminine and hormonized das all