My first girlfriend was into that. Eating her was what we bonded over on tinder (of all places). I really miss her. My current girlfriend is lovely, but doesn't want to know anything about those subjects.

The time with my ex was amazing, her favorite book was American Psycho, she read that while jilling, we also read passages together while fucking. The whole book was crumpled from use.

We often talked about dying together, eating eachother, or seeing each others insides. I felt so free with her, truly myself, truly safe. Which is why it hit so hard when she ditched me for her studies. I still don't understand it. We were supposed to suicide together when we got older.

She had a lot of bagage of abuse in her family, I didn't. That was a big friction point.

I wonder if there are guro girls out there who aren't actually damaged by trauma, but just curiously weird like me.