imma ask here and if nobody answers im gonna make another thread

where can i listen to women scream and cry? i remember awhile back i blindly wandered on a video on akira shinzono's channel where she was straight up screaming on the floor for 2-3 hours and i didn't save it and i can't find it nowadays

are there any leaks of her work? tg channels? catbox stashes? Im broke and everything is paywalled behind some randmo japanese websites. i want to hear girls rip their throats crying