>>19134 sure, right, "straight male", uh-huh. Anon you're some flavour of queer and honestly all the labels are exhausting so who the hell cares what you are, gay/straight/bi/pan/ whatever, we just made up some words and neat categories and we want everything and everyone to fit into them perfectly but that's not how things work. Call yourself what you want, make sense of things however you want to, but maybe the reason there isn't much chicks-with-dicks stuff on a guro website is for the same reason you don't get many pizzas from an ice cream place. We have standards here, we're here to get off to people getting skinned and spit roasted and decapitated. You know, the normal kind of stuff

There's overlaps to everything and everyone's yuck is someone else's yum. I guess what you're looking for just isn't popular enough with people who post here. I bet pixiv has a bunch of stuff though?

And yeah to second what achy said about RL trans people for your fantasy... While there's always someone out there who'll feel differently I think most trans girls probably wouldn't like topping, especially a nice respectable "straight" male like yourself. It's probably a weird and uncomfortable feeling to have what is basically a weird birth defect that you haven't gotten corrected, fetishized by someone. If you're paying then there's always some amount of money enough to make someone pretend to like something as part of a roleplay, or to find someone who really does like it, but if you're hoping to live out a fantasy like that for real no pretending then... Good luck. Maybe expand your fantasies to include girls with a strap on? What's the difference to you?