Do you have discord? Im a lot like you, and id like to talk.

Nothing more American than viewing anyone different from you as a scary cartoon character to the point that you develop sexual hangups from it.

>>17380
Why do you need discord? Just talk from here.

If i had to guess, it might because you fear intimacy so much that you now want hatred. idk I'm not a brain doctor.

that’s a fun fantasy. i’m sort of ambivalent on hatefucking itself, since a lot of it is just generic rapeplay stuff, but i like this specific scenario. the idea of WANTING to be hated, specifically, is also really appealing to me as a sadist. not sure why, but it’s just scratching a certain part of my brain right now. makes me wish i had a submissive who desired loathing like that. and i’ve also never run across a male hybristophiliac before. very cute lmao. if you don’t mind my asking, are there any other specific female criminals that you’re attracted to?

also, i myself have actually had school shooter fantasies too before. i’m not naming any names, but i’ve been ridiculously obsessed with a few of them. sometimes i’ve imagined being spared in a massacre, and other times i’ve imagined being involved in one. but it’s not to the point where it’s a legitimate desire of mine, more of a fun daydream.

>>17420
>, are there any other specific female criminals that you’re attracted to?
my most prevalent fantasies\"waifus" are La Peque from los zetas cartel (she was into real necro with victims), Mariam Abiola (cult assasin from Nigeria), female assasin Ki the chiraq gangster and the pseudo-catholic cult "nun" clarinde mwrinde
>Also 3 of them are black and Im white so thinking of being their "white boi punching bag" is a bonus for my arousal

>>17425
just looked them up (since i actually hadn’t heard of them, aside from the necro cartel chick because i’m into necrophilia) and they’re quite attractive. there’s a boyish quality to some of them, though, especially the chiraq gangster girl. it makes me wish there was more guro content featuring tomboy women instead of centering femme fatales all the time.

anyway, after the hate-fucking, does the fantasy ever turn to snuff? or is it just a captive, stockholm-syndrome type fantasy? sorry if this is too forward lmao. i’ve never talked with a hybristophile guy before (i swear like 99% of them are women), so i’m kinda fascinated. in a good way, of course.

>>17431
Not stuff but maybe kept as a sort of pet, or even a "breeding boyfriend".Basically they see Im a fit man and she wants to have babies with me, so she rapes me vaginally for it- but while doing hard femdom like burning with cigarettes, throwing me against the wall of floor and knee-capping+elbow hitting my face and balls, etc
Also I dont like the "dominatrix woman" fantasy stuff, a dominatrix is just a fetish\fantasy created by men for men and they dress almost like clowns. even the most "misandrist" domme is just pleasing a male fantasy. I want a dangerous , criminal gf who sincerely likes hurting my body but also wants my seed because Im a good specimen.

>>17431
Also I remember when I was a kid, 12, 13 years old I think (I was socially retarded and other problems ) there was a girl I liked and once I told her " I wish you'd stab me up and eat my organs". She was like "yummy"
I was a weirdo but even before never-ever having watched porn or guro I had that fantasies.
Sometimes I wish I could have that retarded lack of inhibition back.

I understand where you're coming from, with the whole wanting people to hate you. There's nothing more adrenaline-inducing than having someone actively despise your guts to the point they'll literally fuck them out when given the chance.

All the more exciting if you're especially respected and liked. The idea of someone seeing past the facade you put up and wanting to cut and fuck it out of you is exciting.