Often times in real life I would see something and think “what if it was me in that situation?” I have a couple favorites, but my most is burning in a fire, maybe being cooked for longer suffering. Specifically, what would my screams sound like? I always liked hearing screams of pain, but never got off the idea of what if it was me instead. I know im not exactly unique, but it just distracts me sometimes.
People see me as mentally strong, but I imagine me burning in a fire, screaming in pain and for help while people watch, too stunned at how I really am, begging at the first spec of pain. Sometimes I imagine what other people would sound like in that situation as well.

Oh well, maybe I will never know why I fantasize about this.