>>10460

Thank you for responding, I’m the OP. I thankfully don’t flirt with women (it’s not in me, to be honest) and I’ve got a phobia of women to where I don’t like being around them for so long. I’ve had to switch seats or politely excuse myself from being within range of one. I keep hearing more and more awful things of women to where it’s became more and more harder for me to relate/sympathize/bond with/et al.

I’ve been abused and neglected to where I just cannot see them as human or see myself trying to be in their lives. I don’t want to see them die, per se. I’m not like this guy who keeps posting about fictional genocide or whatever the fuck on here for edgelord points.

This is me

I have something of a phobia of mothers and the fetishisation of motherhood but generally speaking I get on better with women than other men.

Well, to tell the truth, I am quite terrified of women too, but not because I fear them as something scary but because I am afraid that they will see what I am really feeling and what I want while being with them.

I am quite perverted and think about sex almost all the time so ideally even when discussing evolution I would rather do it while my opponent is playing with my dick.

So the fear is all about how far I can go with this specific woman not to be labeled as a pervert in front of everyone or that she will think I am creepy, which is a bit hard when every time I look at any decent looking woman I think how I am going to stick 12-inch dildo in her butt or if I hug one I think about the size and softness of her tits and how hard I can rub myself into them before she will, notice something strange.

I do not see them as scary monsters, I just see them as frigid and mercantile people who barely can think beyond mundane matters. Of course, there are exceptions but those are hard to encounter in the real world, especially when you live in a small town.

I hardly can imagine how a woman can abuse a man, maybe she can only file false rape accusations at most or publically humiliate you but that's a bit too extreme.
All other forms of abuse can be resisted and actually can be seen as a form of fun where you just take revenge later or they can be even enjoyed as a form of attention.
I actually see any kind of attack or misbehavior as a license to do the same back. You know the golden rule is totally valid here "treat other people the same as they treat you"

>>10465
So that's why you dislike pregnant characters :)

>>10471
I've never said I disliked pregnant characters?

>>10471
Although it is why most of the mums in my old stories were kinda bitches!

>>10472
Well, you said you don't like pregnant characters being snuffed because that would make you sad.
I would not say moms in your old stories were bitches more like dads were real assholes and also perverted uncles ;) mothers practically did not exist.

>>10474
Well yeah it would make me sad but that's for the baby lol. Yes I suppose I rarely included mothers - I was just remember the two awful, pushy "stage moms" I wrote about!

>>10475
Interesting, felling sad about unborn baby which is not even technically a baby but just bloated belly, then no problems with any kind of torture when that baby is 5 years old LOL
I imagined that it is more about motherhood than babies.

>>10478
Oh don't worry about my headache I LIke psychologic stuff ;)
The stories people write reveal everything about their personality ;)

Consent is actually not so important and worst of all it is pretty hard to define in the first place. So the problem is not only with fiction but with reality too.
But I guess I leave that discussion for other time ;)

>>10479
I was talking purely within the context of my stories :-)

I'm sorry you feel this way. You're the same guy from the Despise Women thread, aren't you? Do still not want to see them hurt?

Had an abusive mother. I’m female and despite being one, I’m also phobic of women too. I honestly believe I’m transgendered because I was born the wrong gender and to me, most women are a mistake of nature.

>>11881

Why do you think that?

>>11882

I’ve always felt this way. I hate my body and the way I was born with it. And I hate being a female because there’s nothing good about it. I’m hoping I get a sex change to correct my surgery because I don’t want to be associated with a bad gender.

>>11883

Why do you think female is a bad gender? Just because you were abused? You realize it's irrational?

>>11889

Female is a bad gender because it wasn’t meant to be one. Females are a species, to me.

Second, I want this sex change so I don’t have to worry about being one of “the bad ones”. I also want it so my mother can realize her abuse drove me to it.

>>11891

I hope you are seeing a mental health clinic. You might not even be trans, but a deep and irrational hatred of the female gender. You are not a separate species.

>>11892

To me, they are an endangered species. I know I’m transgender because I realized it at 19. I talked of wanting a sex change then, and now, I still want one, to spite my mother and make her realize her gender is void.

>>11894

You need to see a mental health professional. You sound like you have a lot of issues.

What were to happen if you realized you weren't trans and you were stuck as the gender you weren't?

>>11898

I would be happy either way. I wouldn’t have to worry about being associated with a bad gender and I would be accepted by anti-female communities without having to worry about having to apologize for being a woman/female.

>>11900

Women are not bad.

>>11901

Try telling that to me, who has dealt with an abusive mother to where I realized I was born the wrong gender, after years of abuse she did to me. Try having men you’re seeing sexually harass you and then wonder why you hate your body. Try having women hurt you all your life and then see them wonder why you want a sex change.

>>11904

That doesn't disprove what I said about women.

>>11906

At least I, as someone who is trans, and identifies as such, realize how bad women are. I don’t need mental help like you claim. I have a phobia of women to where I want no association with them.

>>11909

That's what almost everyone who needs mental health help say.

>>11911

It wouldn’t help me in the long run. They would try to convince me I’m not trans and all that shit, when I’ve spent years planning my sex change.

>>11915

You should listen to them.

>>11916

It won’t help. I know I’m trans and I know I don’t want to be a woman any longer.

>>11918

They're professionals for a reason.

>>11923

I know I’m trans. Please don’t tell me I’m not.

>>11925

I mean, you might. But you might be saying that because of your misogyny.

>>11928

I’m not. I know I’m trans. I hate everything about being a woman, from my appearance to my voice to everything else. Years of the abuse I dealt with was enough to help me realize I was trans.

>>11930

Being trans and disliking your gender aren't the same thing.

>>11932

Still, I disagree, but respectfully.

>>11933

Just make sure you get help. You sound like you still have a lot of trauma.

>>11936

I wouldn’t say I have a lot of trauma. Just so many issues with women that I am disavowing my gender and willing to get a sex change for the better.

>>11939

Because of your trauma

>>11941

And if I do have it, it’s not a big deal. It helped shape me up to realize I am not a woman biologically.

>>11942

You should still see a therapist. Just saying.

I think you might want a sex change because you feel trapped in the wrong body and a bit of the "emotional, irrational" sterotype. Tbh, there is nothing wrong with your body or gender unless you feel as such (like feeling assigned the wrong one you feel doesn't match what you feel you are, a real nightmare scenario). The sex change should be for you because you feel like that on the inside, not out of spite of someone else. Love yourself, try not to stay in a depressed mindset. You have self worth. Hang out with some other like minded people, you'll do well. :)

>:)

make it stop, holy shit make it stop

>>11950

That’s what I’ve been trying to convince this guy. My gender was a mistake and I’m getting a sex change to avoid association.

>What were to happen if you realized you weren't trans and you were stuck as the gender you weren't?

It's not a vagina, it's penisn't.

>>11975

Thank you for the joke.

>>11950

I’m >>11881 and just wanted to say thank you for your comment. I’ve been trying to convince this guy my trauma and abuse is what’s made me gynophobic and what also caused me to realize I need a sex change. My fear isn’t irrational like he claims. Also, mental health isn’t worth your time and money since it just gives you a bunch of motivational speeches and some pills that you can just ask for from any doctor.

>>12015

Your abuse is not an excuse and mental health care makes you better.

>>12016

Not really. I went to therapy when I had a suicide attempt and of course, the therapist was of no goddamn use, telling me to suggest thinking about puppies and kittens when I was trying to kill myself because my goddamn mental and emotional anguish was too much. Did the advice they give help me? Shit no.

Plus, I realized I was trans due to years of my mother being an abusive cunt who lorded over everyone in the goddamn house. Abuse is an excuse. Abuse can break or make someone.

>>12016

Can you stop suggesting for mental health help? It’s been proven to not work and it’s just the same as talking to a friend online, just with prices hiked up. So mental health support is absolutely worthless, they don’t give you any advice to help you out and just try to force feed you some sort of happy go lucky bullshit and prescribe meds that will work more than their verbal diarrhea did.