Not OP but more importantly, where can I find girls who would beat the shit out of me?

>>13736
soy

>>13735
Keep in mind that while you will be beating her she will be one who deciding who when and how beats her :) so don't forget who is the real master and who is the slave here ;)
You probably will have to pass audition too LOL because competition is pretty high. you have to be at least as good as that "50 shades of grey" guy

On the other hand if you are ready to take risk get a job in the mental hospital or something related to psychiatry. You will get plenty of women who want to be beaten tortured killed cut to pieces and whatever ridiculous fantasy you can imagine. Just that her consent may be not very valuable in court and also she may change her mind or just randomly cut off your head.
You can also try twitter :) which is also pretty much a place where all mentally sick people reside LOL
But they usually get banned quickly and they are not very friendly to those who want to get real life info. also mostly asexual and feminists.

>>13736
Marry one, she will be beating and torturing you everyday LOL

>>13738
>Marry one, she will be beating and torturing you everyday LOL
I want to get beaten for free -,-
I considered harassing girls so I would get to harass AND they would counter attack me, sadly that's too risky legally

>>13739
You know that words "free" and "women" are not meant to be used together LOL

Although I think if some girl decided to beat the shit out of you she would be facing lots of legal risk herself even if that was consensual. So nobody with self preservation instinct will counterattack you but ask the police to do that job.

Same as doing consensual harm to a woman, where she can retroactively take back her consent anytime.

I don't get the appeal of beating a girl who's consenting to it. For me at least, I can't enjoy it myself unless they're actually being hurt and legitimately scared. Since I can't really go out and kidnap and torture girls, I have to get by with guro and by enjoying the rare times I have the privilege of watching a girl who is truly suffering (like having a panic attack).

Most often, girl who is consenting for it will also be legitimately scared and suffering as just like you want to beat her for real she wants to be beaten for real but in the way she wants, at the level she wants, at the time she wants, and by the guy she wants. So better don't screw up how you serve her LOL
In the real life, to get that, girl will deliberately get into situation where she will be attacked and raped just later complain that she is an innocent victim.


But either way ,you seem to be not into beating or torturing girls but rather into pain/ fear emotions and probably some kind of hate sex.
I am more interested in the spectacle itself and it is even better if girl gets sexusly aroused from that as well fear and suffering is a turnoff to me in general
It is also great when girls is insane and has self destructive behavior which we all like so much.
It seems that this self destructive behavior is the sexiest most attractive thing for both men and women :)

Fetlife

>>13829
Fetlife has become incredibly tame after mainstream media reported that some dude who killed a girl had an account there. They mass-banned all the niche or edge communities and anyone who likes anything that's even remotely not tame.

>>13741
broaden your conception of consent, man. if i wasnt actually being hurt and legit scared i would be disappointed. what onix said about mentally ill girls is true- aside from sex stuff, the appeal is getting to purge all the terrified desperate hysteria i just have to contain at all times to avoid getting institutionalized. plus sensory enjoyment of it- you know how some autists semi-or involuntarily hurt themselves when they're distressed or overwhelmed, in an attempt to self-soothe? its like that.
>"privilege of watching a girl who is truly suffering(like having a panic attack" thats exactly the right attitude. i gotta meet somebody like you, with which to share all my ugly fucking shaking crying hyperventilating panic attacks. that's a huge appeal of sadists- some of em any way-normal people are disgusted by strong emotions, and tend to want to avoid witnessing them as much as possible. but a sadist who wants to draw all those ugly reactions out, on purpose, is highly attractive. Peace

>>16230
format mistake. I'll just kill myself then

>>16230
>normal people are disgusted by strong emotions, and tend to want to avoid witnessing them as much as possible. but a sadist who wants to draw all those ugly reactions out, on purpose, is highly attractive. Peace.

this is what I love about s&m - the intense feelings involved. hardcore kink is catharsis, it's like an exorcism to ventilate all the psychological gunk and trauma that builds up from being alive. there's nothing like watching a sub panic and break down then cum from it.