i had no idea people fetishized my mental disorders! its interesting!
(now i kinda want someone to do that to me ???? so long as they take care of me and dont dehumanize me too much!)
i have schizoaffective disorder [schizophrenia + mood disorder mashed into one] and borderline personality disorder. low empathy, dependency issues, paranoia and more.
ive been hospitalized due to suicidal and homicidal thoughts, self harm and delusions. i tend to skip my meds too though because they block out the real me!
sometimes when im bored i like to make my sweaters into straight jackets and just sit and enjoy it!
my friend all describe me as 'off' and unpredictable, which i think sounds fun! i always bring excitement and fun times with me where ever i go because you'll never know what i might do next! heck; even i don't know! i do things on impulse sometimes so things can get a bit chaotic! but im fine with that! things are boring when they are normal