A rope will be tied to these rods and you'll dangle in the city center.
Every agonizing moment will be filled with your terror, knowing your shit life ends like this and amounts to worse than nothing. Everyone you've known who passes you by an awful humiliating reminder of what could have been and how real youe life is, how all will know. Everyone you don't know that passes, every camera flash or taunt, an extra pain to worsen the incomprehensible pain you'll suffer.