I have felt the same feelings as the above poster my entire life.

I want what these girls are getting.

I want to sit there, helpless, knowing there is nothing I can do to save myself. I want to be forced to watch as the timer or fuse counts down the last moments of my life...

I want to eat shit at 00:00 just like this stupid bitch...

I want my life to end knowing escape and rescue were impossible. And imminent explosive execution is inevitable.

I want it so much.