Doing a Good Deed

(CONS, hanging, diapers, school)

Finally the day had come, two days ago Emily had submitted her name to the list of volunteering students who would be butchered and transferred to the disaster region. A hurricane destroyed a large part of the infrastructure, food supply and caused many deaths just a few days ago. Since food had been tightly regulated due to shortages the last four decades a disaster like this caused tremendous chaos even outside the affected region. Terminating extra people would both add more meat to the sparse rations and decrease the food requirement in other regions. And Emily already knew that with her grades there would be quite a big chance of being selected for termination, so why not help the rest of the world, she thought.

With just her paper-thin hospital gown she walked out of the school doctor’s office. She had just been declared healthy and fit for human consumption. Her private parts still felt a little weird, the doctor had asked her to shave off her little bush of pubic hair to make processing easier. After a short walk through the corridors she reached the basement where the terminations would take place.

Today there would be no people to “assist” them, normally there would be people to tie their wrists together, push the buttons, force the unwilling girls etc. But since they were going on a voluntary basis they were allowed to do it themselves. Karin, Emily’s best friend, had left the doctor’s office about 45 minutes before Emily. Emily was curious whether she had waited for her to do it together, or if she would find Karin already hanging there.

When she opened the door to the termination room she saw that the curtain of Karin’s booth was closed, that could only mean one thing, Karin already terminated herself. Emily was thinking whether she would take a look at her former best friend or not when she heard a buzzing sound coming from the booth. Slowly she slid the curtain to the side and saw her best friend hanging there, head a little blue and tilted by the noose, her body limp and a pull-up diaper. Emily had totally forgotten about that, they had asked them to wear a diaper to minimize the mess it would make when they died. On that diaper she saw a small remote control like thing, it was clipped to the front and a thin cable ran into Karin’s diaper.

“Oh god she didn’t” thought Emily and pulled the wire out, soon a small buzzing bullet vibrator emerged from Karin’s diaper. Emily thought about it for a moment and unhooked the remote. She closed the curtain again and entered her own booth.

Inside she saw the noose dangling from the ceiling, on the little bench there was a pull-up diaper waiting for her. Emily ripped the paper gown off her body and admired herself for the last time in the mirror. She took the pull-up and tried it on. “Like a little baby girl” she said, “never thought I would wear a diaper at 19 years old”. She took the little bullet vibrator and dropped it into the front of her diaper. After clipping the remote on and fiddling with the buttons she got it going at a comfortable speed. She sat there for some time until she could feel her orgasm coming. A quick rub over her clit brought her over the edge.

It was time now, time to do a good deed. She slipped the noose around her neck and tie ripped her feet together. She made a hoop from a tie rip for her hands and carefully tightened it. She looked at herself again in the mirror, ready to kill herself to help others, standing there tied up in a diaper. No matter what she did, even if she would not press that button she would die. Not pressing it merely meant that someone else would press the button for her when they came to collect their bodies. Suddenly that realization hit her and before she knew she got a warm feeling between her legs, she was wetting herself.

“Dammit Emily, get yourself together.” she thought. “Maybe it is better to just be over with it” she thought and leaned back so she could press the button. “One, two, three, four, five” she counted and a beep warned her that the noose was ready. She took a deep breath and released the button.

Slowly the noose began to tighten around her neck, she could feel that it was trying to lift her. Automatically she started standing on her toes. When the noose pulled her off the ground she tried to gasp for air but nothing got through. Slowly her urine leaked out of her, now she understood the diaper. They knew they would wet themselves from fear. She started struggling but suddenly a serene feeling came over her. She could see herself hanging in the mirror. Her diaper wet and swollen, the faint buzz from the vibrator, and then everything went black.