>>12593

Are we allowed to suggest suicides too?

I want there to be one where, after she gets addicted death, she feels like being deprived of that is now her greatest fear. But she's curious about it. Like, what's the opposite of a morbid curiosity? She can't stop thinking about it.

She gets ready to immobilize herself, somewhere where nobody will find her. She hesitates for a long while before closing the last lock. But, whatever the opposite of curiosity killing the cat. She locks it, and now she can't move. She can't kill herself.

She can't masturbate either. Living isn't too bad, but her lust is unbearable. It'll take days before she dies of thirst. She can't take it. This was a bad move. Why did she do this? She's going crazy. She starts struggling, even though she'll never break free.

Then her wrists start bleeding. An early way out. The more she can hurt herself, the closer she is to that comfy bed where she can masturbate her brains out.

And then yeah, whatever happens. She comes to associate pain with pleasure or something. Sorry for the long suggestion.