Reluctant patient
“Hey Jessica” said Jacob as he entered my room, “I have some bad news”
“bad news? About what?” I said.
“about you” he told me, “the clinic is terminating a number of patients and you are selected too due to your mental issues”
“what, no that’s not fair” I said, “I’m not one of those loonies”
“I know girl” he said, “but I can’t help it, this is above me”
“they are terminating me for memory loss… really?” I tried again.
“uhuh” said Jacob, “I’m really sorry”
“damn, is there a way to get them to review this?” I asked, “I mean they have to give me a chance or something, right?”
“well, you already appealed” he said, “but you… forgot…”
“oh shit are you serious?” I said, “crap”
“yeah, it really is going to happen” he said, “all the paperwork has been signed”
“so when will they come for me?” I asked.
“right now, I’m here to prepare you” Jacob told me, “if you work with me we do it in the clinic and I will do it, nice and cozy, if you resist you’ll be dropped off with the loonies as you said yourself”

“you will terminate me?” I said.
“if you choose to cooperate” he told me friendly, “else you’ll be put in the truck for termination and processing at the plant in the city”
“are others staying here too?” I asked
“two more have to option” said Jacob, “Dave and Emma, Emma is being terminated right now and Dave is scheduled for later today”
“okay, don’t worry I won’t fight you” I said, “it’s just… damn this is scary and weird”
“that’s okay” he told me, “shall we just get started? I promise you nothing will happen without you knowing it”
“that’s okay I guess” I said, “so what now?”
“you have to undress” he said.
Still a little bit embarrassed, even though I knew Jacob had seen me in various states of undress before, I took off the hospital gown. I stepped out of my panties and took off my socks.
“voila” I said.
“okay hop on bed” said Jacob and I saw him grab some crème. he told me he was going to take off the little bit of fuzz above my pussy and let me lay down on the bed. Gently he rubbed some of the crème on my pussy and took a washcloth. After a minute or two he wiped it all away and I was bald as a baby again.
“so uhm, Jacob” I said, “how exactly are they going to put me down?”
“you’ll be hanged” he told me as he washed me with another washcloth, “don’t worry about it, it is nice and painless” “the others who go to the plant in the city will be much less happy, mass termination involves enema’s, hanging upside down on a rail till they behead you, etcetera” “I wanted to save you from that”
“that’s nice of you” I said.
“okay Jessica, so when you die you lose control over your bowels and bladder” he said.
“yes I know, that’s going to suck for you” I said laughing.
“well to keep it a bit tidy I’m going to put a plug in your rear” he said and he grabbed a buttplug from his pocket. I could feel my cheeks turn red at the idea of that thing being put in my butt.
“and to make sure you don’t pee all over the place a diaper” he said.
“oh come on Jacob, that’s embarrassing” I said.
“it’s that or going with the rest” he said, “I’m doing you a favour, help me out too, I would prefer not mopping the whole floor”
“but other’s cant see me like that right?” I said.
“I’ll make sure of it” he said and he helped me out of bed. He made me bend over the bed while he lubed up the buttplug. I felt embarrassed and vulnerable like this but his hand gently touched me to make me relax. Jacob put on some gloves and lubed up his finger.
“I’m going to help you relax a little” he said and his slippery finger went between my butt cheeks. Softly he started to massage my butthole and I burst out laughing
“is this just as bad for you as it is for me?” I said.
“yeahhhh awkward” he said, “I’m going to slowly make my way in okay?”
The pressure increased and I felt how his finger wanted to go inside of me, “try to let me in” he said softly” I tried to relax a little and after a bit of trying I could feel his finger slip in. “oh god this feels so weird” I said.
“bad or just weird?” said Jacob.
“not bad, weird mostly” I said, “somewhat nice even”
He started to push in and out of me and stretched me up a little. “Jacob, now that we are on the next level…. Do you have a boner right now?” I said teasingly.
“well… uhhh… yes” he said, “sorry”
“it’s okay” I said, “if I were a guy I probably would have that too right now”
“thanks” said Jacob, “it’s kind of hard when you do this to a pretty girl like you”
“awww that is so sweet” I said, “thank you”
“you are welcome” he said, “I’m going to put the plug in now though”
“well have fun” I said and I felt his finger slip out of me. Seconds later something pushed again against my butt, it was the plug. First it went in easily but as it became wider it got stuck, “woah can you slow down a little?”
“sure sure” he said and the pressure decreased a bit.
“how far is it?” I said.
“well…. 1/3rd?” he said.
“awh damn” I mumbled, after a few moments I told him he could continue and the pressure increased a bit again. When I couldn’t take it anymore I asked him to stop again and he did.
“so you are really close now” he told me, “after this it gets narrow again, so I’m just going to push it in okay?”
Before I could answer I felt myself being stretched further and with a groan it suddenly slipped inside me.
“oh that feels sooooo weird” I said, “good but weird” “I think we got each other aroused” I said with a blush on my cheeks.
“oh sorry about that” he said, “that was never my intention”
“don’t feel bad, I like it” I said and I stroked over his cotton nurse pants.
“you… can’t touch me” he said.
“after you put that thing in my butt?” I said
“we can’t do stuff like this…” he said
“are you scared?” I said.
“you are a patient, I can’t do sexual things with you” he told me.
“but you can kill me?” I said.
“I uh…” he stammered.
“I’m going to be blunt with you” I told him, “it’s my last chance to get some, so if you want, just do it, I won’t tell anyone”
He hesistated but after a few seconds he pulled his pants down and made me bend over the bed again. I grinned as I felt his dick between my buttcheeks and led him straight to my vagina. as if he hadn’t had sex in months he took me right then and there and it felt great. The weird sensation of the plug in my butt, the thrill and severe lack of sex got me going. I played with myself as Jacob took me and before I realized it I was groaning from an orgasm. When I came to my senses Jacob pulled out. “I’m nearly there” he whispered.
“just finish inside me” I said, “it’s okay”
“wait” said jacob and he took a diaper from the closet, he laid it out on bed and made me lay on my back. “it’s going to drip out and we can’t have anyone find a missed drop”
Before I knew it he was inside me again and kissed me to my surprise. I couldn’t say I wasn’t enjoying the intimacy but it was for long, he made a soft groaning noise and pushed deep inside me. A warm slippery sensation filled my belly and I knew he had just filled my pussy. We cuddled a bit and then he pulled out of me. Without a warning he started to tape the diaper shut and I felt a bit embarrassed.
“okay that was totally awesome, but it has to be our little secret, okay?” he said.
“yeah no problem” I said, “it was nice”
“so well ehm…” said Jacob, “I need to put you in a straightjacket, not because of you but that’s just the rules” “did they ever put you in one?”
“no, I’m a nice girl” I said, “hey but this isn’t a trick to send me to the big slaughter house right?”
“no I promise” he said and he held open the straightjacket he had taken from the closet. I put my arms inside the sleeves and Jacob closed the jacket. He gently pulled the sleeves tight against my chest and then locked them in place somewhere behind my back. A strap went between my legs and the was it
“okay Jessica, we are ready” he said, “if you want to hide the diaper I can go get a wheelchair and put a blanket over your legs?”
“can we?, I’m a bit embarrassed to be seen like this” I told him. As Jacob went to grab a wheelchair I could feel his semen leak out of my pussy, I felt a bit icky due to the wetness but when I plopped down in the wheelchair the wetness was soaked up. Jacob put a blanket over my legs to cover me up and wheeled me out of the door. A few people looked a bit surprised but we just kept on walking, or roling in my case.
Soon we made our way to a part of the building where I had not been before and it was clear why. A small slaughterhouse was right behind the kitchen area. David let me stand there for a second as he checked wether they were done with Emma.
“they are just finished” he told me and another nurse walked out.
Jacob rolled me inside and I saw two nooses and a white curtain. “is emma behind it?” I said.
“well ehm yeah…” he told me.
“can i… see her?” I asked.
“do you really want to?” he asked carefully.
“yeah I want to know how I will look” I told him, Jacob helped me out of the chair and pulled the curtain aside for me. There I saw Emma, still dangling from the noose. Strapped up and diapered just like me but hers was clearly soaked.
“wow” I said, “that’s so weird”
“yeah weird isn’t it?” said Jacob and he gently led me back outside the curtain.
“so now you are going to kill me, right?” I said.
“well, yeah… sorry about it” he told me.
“it’s alright, you can’t help it” I said, “thanks for, you know, and the kiss, it was nice”
“yes it was” he told me.
“how long will it take?” I asked.
“Erin told me Emma took 3 minutes to pass out” said Jacob, “so something like that, but you saw, not a single tear”
Gently he positioned me under the second noose and started to put it around my neck.
“I should have gone to the toilet before all this” I said, “now that I’m standing I feel how full I am”
“oh don’t worry about it” said Jacob, “it won’t leak”
After a bit of fiddling he was done. “so any last questions or anything?”
“just that you stay with me okay?, don’t leave me alone” I said, “don’t push the button and walk away”
“I wont” he said and he gave me a kiss on my lips, “ready?”
“as much as I’m ever going to be for something like this…” I said.
I saw him push a button and the noose tightened around my neck, I tried standing on my toes but before I knew it they were off the ground. I could barely move in the straightjacket as I wanted to get myself off the noose. “just try to stay calm” I heard him say and he gently stroked my legs. The rope got really tight and I got a bit dizzy. Suddenly my crotch got really warm and it took me a bit to realize it was wetting myself. “just focus on peeing” said Jacob, “empty that bladder” it took my mind off for a moment but when my bladder was empty there was only the tight feeling around my neck. My vision started to get noisy and one of the last things I remembered was Jacob’s warm hand on my leg.