Hallie was 19 and lived alone with her well off father and her indifferent step mom. She was into computers and K-pop. Her mother had passed when she was a small child. Growing up a millennial only child she had basically grew up on the internet. She had discovered masturbation at a young age and being on the *chans in the early 2000s she stumbled onto Guro and realized her fetish. As early as 14 she was masturbating to art of women being gutted or committing seppuku. She started downloading snuff films as torrents at first, but since her dad had given her a credit card with a $2000 dollar monthly limit she downloaded countless films from Nicheclips. She was addicted to masturbating and had never really even tried to make relationships.

She had been home schooled all her life and her only true friends were the people she met on darkfetishnet or on Xbox live. She was becoming increasingly anti social. She was depressed and acted out towards her distant parents, only causing them to recoil further. Even so she was a beautiful girl. The natural brunette had dyed her hair hot pink. She had huge hazel eyes and a pale clear complexion. She was around 5’5” with wide hips and a bit of extra weight. Nothing so much that she had rolls but she wouldn’t make much of a jockey. Her big puffy breasts swung freely under her Hello Kitty crop sweater that she wore around the house with black lace underwear.

Her dad was away on business for the next week. It was going to be a good time over the next few days. She would traditionally use this time to throw herself masturbation parties. She had a collection of knives and objects that she would poke herself with as she masturbated. She had clamps and needles that she had made belly fetish videos with on her webcam. Her room was fully equipped for her pleasures.

Friday morning came and went as her barely parents rushed off to their jet set vacation. She slept in until 4pm and got up to order some pizza. She was feeling horny and grabbed her favorite vibrator and a thin little old school spring style retracting switchblade that had just arrived from amazon. She settled down on her bed and slid her panties off.

She flicked the switch and the double sided blade shot forward like lightning. She rubbed the blunt side of the knife on her clit. The cold steel instantly made her horny. She rubbed the blade up her gut making a tiny red scratch line up the center of her wide lower belly. She kneaded at her voluptuous sweater puppies and teased the knife into her milky complexioned belly button.

“Ding dong” the doorbell rang.

“Shit the pizza guy!” She said aloud to herself as she threw on some pajamas and pushed the knife back into its handle and laid it on the wooden side table. She ran and paid for the pizza which she sat on the kitchen table. She was still horny as hell and wanted to get back to her body quickly.

She flopped on her bed and slung her PJ bottoms across the room. She grabbed the vibrator and the spring loaded knife from her side table and resumed her teasing. She worked herself up and got the dildo inside her sliding nicely. She flicked the vibration up and moaned a little. She was holding the blade into her belly button with the blade retracted. As she looked down past her well worn white Hello Kitty sweater it looked like the knife blade was inside her. The visual stimulation was great and she could feel herself start to work up a climax.

She was thrusting her hips up in the air towards the vibrator as her orgasm began to build, her right hand sliding the dildo and her left pushing the retracted switchblade hard into her bellybutton. Her orgasm built another wave and her left hand squeezed a bit too hard. *thwah-clack* The 4 inch stiletto blade slid through the center of Hallie’s bellybutton, propelled by the stiff spring.

“Oh shit!” She exclaimed.

She had dreamed about working up the courage to actually stab herself since she was a child. She almost laughed at the irony of the accident. She could never explain that she accidentally stabbed herself while trying to pretend to stab her self.

She let go of the blade in disbelief. It stayed put quivering in her bellybutton. The masochistic girl giggled at the sight of her unexpected wound. This would be a session for the record books. She regrouped increased the pace of her dildo action with her right hand. The blade wiggling free in her belly was starting to really hurt so she stabilized the blade with her left hand and kept masturbating for several minutes. The jostling of the blade had caused blood to well in her bellybutton. A single trail of blood ran over her right side and onto her comforter. She came hard.

She knew she wanted to document this moment for her friends on the internet. Her mind raced. She figured she could make a little video of her pulling the blade out and masturbating one more time. She would then drive herself a few blocks away to the hospital and report that she had been mugged.

She supported the blade and sat up. The blood that had welled in her bellybutton rolled down the center of her belly and around her pussy. She wished it hurt more. The blade was small and thin. She scooted to the edge of the bed and retrieved her lap top and webcam. She set up the webcam over her bed the same way she did when she made her navel play videos. It showed from her head to about 3 inches above her knees. She started a live feed.

“Hi guys! It’s me Hallie and I’ve put myself in a dumb situation today while playing alone. Daddy always said don’t play with knives and I really should have listened. Too bad it’s making me horny as hell so I thought I’d share some before I go to the hospital. I don’t think this is anywhere near fatal so I’m going to pull it out and share it with everyone!”

She grabbed onto the blade and it pulled hard. The blade slid free and dark blood came oozing out. It wasn’t very fast, but Hallie was not prepared for the amount. “Oh wow! I guess it did more damage than I thought. Thats what I get for getting carried away. This is pretty fucking hot though.” She started rubbing her clit for the camera. Her thick blood made excellent lubrication on her pussy. She fingered herself to a heavy orgasm.

She caught her breath and propped some pillows under her shoulders so she could see her monitor better. Seeing herself in the monitor with a small trail of blood from her bellybutton to her pussy area and her inner thighs covered in blood was so erotic. It was like watching her own snuff film.

“Well maybe I’ll give you guys a little show. I’m not in much pain and I think I could take more. I still need to make it look like a mugging so I’m going to do two more in a random pattern. I’m going to keep it low.”

She retracted the blade again and held it just below the navel and off center to her right side. She worked her fingers back on her clit with her left hand until she was getting wet again and she clicked the release with her right. The small blade shot into her lower belly. Hallie clenched her teeth and moaned a bit. The thin blade sat in a small dimple in her silky white belly skin. She fingered herself more while holding the knife and staring into the webcam monitor. She slid the blade out and two small streams of blood spidered out. One down to where her thighs met her pubic area, the other over her hip bone and down her side. She was getting off on the sight of real blood. It flowed so much more freely than in the fake movies she collected.

She took the still erect blade and stabbed it back in just to the left andnd about two inches below her bellybutton. She withdrew the knife to two little trickles of blood that fanned out across her left side and another that ran down to her crotch.

The masochist yearned for more pain but thought about how embarrassing it would be for her to have to call 911 for an autoerotic stabbing. She would go to the psych ward for years. Her pussy was frothing. She looked down at her ruined sheets. Her mugging plan probably wouldn’t work out. She thought about how sad she was and how this felt better than anything in her life. She felt alive. The smell of her blood in the air was making her hornier.

“Fuck it! I’ve wanted this for years and years. This is for all of us today. My parents never gave a fuck anyways, and I have no real friends. All I have are moments of this, but none of them are as good as this. I think I’m going to do it. I’m going to give you guys a good video though. My gift to our community.” She rolled over to her side table and retrieved a massaging wand and a tanto style blade. She laid them beside her.

“I’ve always wanted a wound through to my g-spot. Hopefully it feels as good and as terrible as I’ve dreamed. Then I’m going to give you all a real show. I’m going to attempt a partial harakiri. Get your recording programs ready, you won’t want to miss it.” She winked as she grabbed the stiletto blade with both hands and raised it over her pussy. She thrust down and upwards towards her vagina cavity. The blade slid through her lower belly fat and the tip just punctured her vaginal cavity. The pressure there made her moan loudly. She arched her back up and kicked her feet. She held the blade in with one hand and masturbated furiously with the other. A small dribble of blood ran out of her vagina. She wiggled and turned the stiletto blade ever so slightly tearing her sexual nerve center. She came harder than ever before.

“Mmmmhhhhh this is the best day of my life! Look at the blood! It’s so beautiful! Oh god, these hurt a lot. I’m going to cum again!” She tensed up and arched her back and came hard. She was experiencing multiple orgasms and they were coming fast. She scooted herself up on the bed and removed her hello kitty crop sweater and laid it beside her.

She slid the blade out of her lower gut. It was a gnarly stab wound and it was leaking a steady small stream of blood. She smeared it over her whole belly and smiled. To her it was beautiful. She readjusted her posture to a kneel and adjusted the webcam to offer a clear view of her whole body.

“Fuck I’m going to keep cumming.”she moaned out.

Hallie took the sweater and wiped her belly and wounds. Hallie winced as she rubbed over the small wounds. She moaned in pain and pleasure when she rubbed over the low wound.

She wrapped the tanto in a pillow case and sat upright. “Traditionally they start left to right from hip bone to hip bone. I don’t want this to end too fast so I’m going to just make a deep cut about 6 inches wide below my bellybutton. I can always open it up. I’m so excited. I want this pain more than anything in the entire world. I hope I do this right!”

She took the cloth wrapped tanto and shoved hard just down and to the left of her belly button.

“Hnnngnggg! Oh god this is going to hurt!”

She tugged with all her might while sawing to the right. The blade was slightly dull and was fighting her across her midriff.

“Ohhh ahhhhh! Gnnnngggghhhh!”

The searing hot pain splashed across her lower belly. Not like any menstrual cramp or normal pain. It was a fierce burning. She felt her tissue tug and pop against the blade. She could feel the warm blood flowing down over her pussy. It felt great. It was sheer terror as well.

She finally made it over to the stiletto wound on her right side and ended the cut in the stab wound. Blood was running at a fabulous pace over her pubic mound. She withdrew the blade and poked in her upper belly with her fist to look into the deep gash. She was waiting for her guts to fall out but they never came. She had only cut her skin and some fatty tissue. The thick girl had only hit her muscles in a few places. The blood was weeping out of the whole wound.

The pain was immense. The air on the edges of the wound felt like a million wasp stings all along her lower belly. Every breath made her quiver. She sat down on her heels that were folded under her.

“Oh god! I fucking did it but I didn’t do it right! Aaaaaaaagnnnggg. I don’t know if I can do it. It’s so much pain.”

She slid down the headboard with her head looking down at her belly and legs under her.

She stuck her fingers in both of her gashes. She rubbed her belly wound sending terrible pain through her nerve endings while masturbating furiously. She was worked way up near orgasm when she worked up the courage to try again. She took the tanto and raised it up with both hands and slammed it into the left end of her gash. She ripped it as hard as she could to the right. Dark blood shot up a few inches. She nicked a major vein. She withdrew the knife and smiled at the camera. She was going to die for sure. She was in ecstasy.

She threw the blade and pushed her right thumb into her body cavity. She masturbated with her left hand. She forced her hand into her belly as if it was a virgin being penetrated for the first time. She made it in and grabbed a loop of her own intestines and ripped them back out of the hole. Her whole body shuddered as she pulled pink and red ribbons of gore from her soft wide belly.

She had a small pile over her hand and pussy and she unfolded her legs to the front. She tried to push her self up onto the headboard more. There was a lot of blood and gore and she slipped several times. She finally sat upright looking down at her guts running out of her belly hole. Blood was pumping with her every heartbeat. She came hard and shuddered. She pulled at her guts with a weak effort. More slid free. She continued to pull as her blood flow became torrential. It soaked her legs and the mattress. Her heart fluttered from the lack of blood. She began shaking violently as her eyes rolled into the back of her head. Her pelvis thrust around as if she was humping her guts one last time and with a large tremor and a gasping breath of agony she was gone.

The pizza was still on the kitchen table when her parents came home.