i mean…
long story short… you fall for a popular star and…your entire life becomes involved with their life…

while trying to get close,
you realize they were never honest and that those precious time of weakness you are waiting for guiltily to become closer is nothing but your own weakness and intent to be connected…you have no love orwhatsoever but really just your own self pity that have so far motivates you

and the end as you parted, you realize you are grown but also ever distant with yourself…

and you repeat meeting them again
and becomes involved again