>>21531

Thanks for your sharing. I guess, I'm like-spirited as you described it. I remember well that I was fascinated by watching a sadistic way of behaving already in my younger years. I always preferred to fantasize about being in the victims role and being overpowered by mischievous subjects who experienced excitement and joy by screwing somebody up. And I remember having this preference at an early age already. In my adolescence, about 13-14 years of age and over, my phatasies became intertwined with the sexual awakening in that age. So, the idea of cruel, sadistic, aggressive-voluptuous young women and a personal sexual arousal is intertwined in my brain ever since.

I didn't know the movie you mentioned. I watched a short trailer, a yeah, I can imagine that there are scenes who match with the topic/preference quite well. In my case, I remember best "James Bond - Golden Eye". The female enemy in that story plays with her skills of seduction and temptation and she really enjoys killing her victims. She's ice-cold and burning hot at the same time. And in those years, there were the movies "Basic Instinct" or "Wild things". I've never seen them completely, but I know that they contain these scenes where someone is brutally at the mercy of a young playful and destructive female.

I found Polaris' website years ago, more than a decade I guess. Today, I regret that I never wrote him in those days, to give an encouraging feedback and to thank for the effort.