I will firmly second the assertion you're one of the best, Eficient. I'm quite saddened at this development, I was even surprised to find a thread on the GuroErotica subreddit from someone there trying to find your archive since it had vanished (I'm not a member myself, but I lurk for IWroteathing4u and the off chance someone else will post something worthwhile) and was quite disappointed with the responses too.

I do hope you'll find the solution to whatever trouble you're going through. If it helps, I'd like to say I've got something sitting on my laptop myself that I might just share here soon (I know I'm only going to make it worse if I open it up for more editing, that impulse is ultimately the death of all my creative projects) but this kind of work is difficult just to talk with others about, let alone find the courage to share in a form that could easily be traced back to my vanilla online circles. If there's anyone I can say inspired me to write it, derivative and short as it may be, that'd be you.