My name is Jake and I am a 10-year-old pokemon trainer. I have been on a journey for the past year, traveling through different regions and participating in battles with other trainers. It has been an exhilarating experience, and I have won many battles with my team of pokemon. But, over the past couple of months, everything has changed.

I have been on a losing streak, one after the other. No matter how hard I trained or strategized, I just couldn't seem to win. Each defeat hit me harder than the last, and I felt myself getting more and more down. It didn't help that my peers were all progressing and becoming stronger while I seemed to be getting weaker. I started to question my abilities as a trainer and feel like a failure.

One day, I found myself deep in a forest, my last hope to regain my confidence shattered after another loss. I sat down on a rock, contemplating my next move. That's when I made a decision that would change my life forever. I released all my pokemon, except for my best friend and starter pokemon, Lucario.

Lucario looked up at me with concern and confusion in its eyes. It had been my loyal companion since I began my journey, and I couldn't bear to part with it. 'Lucario, I have one last favor to ask of you,' I said, my voice trembling.

Lucario tilted its head, waiting for me to continue. 'Please, breed with me and then kill me. I can't go on like this, losing battles after battles. That would be the ultimate defeat, and I can't take it anymore,' I pleaded, my eyes filling with tears.

Lucario was taken aback by my request. 'No, Jake, please don't ask me to do this. You are my trainer, my friend, and I can't hurt you like that,' it said, trying to dissuade me.

But, I was determined. After much convincing, Lucario finally agreed to my request. I started to undress, stripping down until I was completely naked. 'This has to be quick, I don't want to feel any more pain,' I said, my voice shaking.

Lucario hesitated for a moment, but then it walked towards me. I couldn't believe what I was about to do, but I knew it was the only way out of my misery. I started to give Lucario a handjob, which quickly turned into a blowjob. I could feel Lucario's arousal, and it only fueled my determination to go through with my plan.

I got on my hands and knees, and Lucario lined up its hard penis with my virgin ass. I felt a mixture of fear and arousal as Lucario pushed in and started thrusting. With each movement, I could feel a pleasure unlike anything I had ever experienced before. I commented on how good it felt and how soft Lucario's fur was. It was a moment of pure pleasure, and I couldn't believe I was having sex with my pokemon.

Eventually, Lucario's knot swelled, keeping the two of us firmly together. We stayed like that for a while, enjoying the intense pleasure. And then, Lucario came inside me. I could feel its warmth and the sensation of being filled up. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I didn't want to stop. I wanted it to be over quickly, so I could finally be free from this pain.

I turned to face Lucario, my eyes pleading for it to end my suffering. With one last nod, Lucario placed its paws on either side of my head, and in one quick motion, yanked my head around by 180 degrees. I felt my neck snap, and a wave of excruciating pain washed over me. But, as quickly as it had come, it was gone, and I was dead.

My body fell to the ground, and I could see my blood pooling around me. My last thought was of relief. I was finally free from the constant defeats and failures. And then, everything went dark.

Lucario looked down at my lifeless body, a mix of sadness and guilt in its eyes. It had fulfilled my final request, and now it was a free pokemon. But, it couldn't help but feel guilty for being the cause of my death. It picked up my clothes and left them a few feet away from my body before walking away.

As for me, my spirit was now free, and I could see the world in a new light. I felt at peace, knowing that I had finally escaped the despair that had consumed me. This had been my ultimate defeat, but in a way, it was also my ultimate victory. I was free, and nothing could bring me down again.