Aoi Hikari, I really think that you should really stop looking down on yourself and your work. If you don't I fear that you will end up losing you to a downward spiral of negativity. We all appreciate you and your work as it distracts us from reality and brings us joy (and horniness) so please just remember that you are a ray of sunlight to many people and take pride in that fact and ignore any hate towards you or your work as that hate is wrong and incorrect.

(Sorry if my comment is confusing, I have never been good with grammar and clarity. I was just trying to say I enjoy your works and I think you should take pride in them instead of beating yourself over the small details.)