[Editor’s Note – While the diary itself begins on 1st January 2019, we have made the decision to begin the published entries from this point since it is where the story most readers will be interested in begins. The entry from April 21st is included as it provides useful context for the days that follow.]


Sunday 21st April 2019 – Easter Sunday

I’ve had to come to LA with Daddy as he has a lot of important meetings here. I wish I could have stayed in Dallas with Martha. Last year we went to the Easter Egg Hunt at the Governor’s house in Austin – that was so much fun! Daddy said Martha is out of town this week so I had to come with him. I don’t know where Alexei and Hunter are. A lot of families spend Easter together, like Christmas or Thanksgiving, but it had never been a big deal in our family.

I like the house in Dallas so much better than the one here. Although it has a better pool and a cool gym, the house in LA feels too new. I don’t think it’s much older than me while the one in Dallas is over a hundred years old. Martha says the LA house has no soul and I think she’s right. At least being here means I get to see Jessie! [Jessica Thornton - Ed] Her mom comes for meetings with Daddy a lot wherever he is but the family live in LA so I usually only get to see her when I’m here. She’s coming over tomorrow.


Monday 22nd April 2019

Had so much fun with Jessie! We went in the pool then she showed me this funny book she found about Cannibals. That’s people who eat other people! There were lots of funny jokes like:

Why don’t cannibals eat clowns?
Because they taste funny!

What do the guests do at a cannibal wedding?
Toast the happy couple!

There were lots of pictures too. Mostly women with big boobies getting cooked in stew pots on on spits like a hogroast at the fair and one man with a big ding-dong cooking it on a grill with a batch of hot-dogs! We wanted to see more so went on the computer and looked up cannibal pictures. It took us to lots of sites we had to pretend we were 18 to look at. There were drawings but also some photos changed to look like women were being cooked or had their heads cut off and some real photos of women pretending to be cooked. They made me feel kinda funny.

After Jessie went home I kept looking at the sites and found some stories. Most were about women winning a lottery that said they had to be meat or being kidnapped and eaten but there were some about girls our age that I read over and over. My favourite was a three in a series about a family in the Rockies. In the first one, they get stuck in the snow and the oldest sister agrees to be eaten to help the others survive but then her sister gets jealous and asks to be Christmas dinner. The second one is about her being Christmas dinner and meeting her new adopted cousin who says she wants to be hunted like a deer at Easter then the last one is about the hunt. There was also a cool one about a girl who finds out her dad likes cannibal stories and pictures and offers to let him cook her.

The stories made me feel very funny like the pictures. I wonder how I would feel if my family were starving and needed to eat me to survive? Or if I found out Daddy loved the idea of eating girls like me? I will show the stories to Jessie tomorrow and see what she thinks.


Tuesday 23rd April 2019

Had some really strange dreams last night. In one I was being chased through a field by Hunter and his friends who had bows and arrows. I knew if they caught me they were going to eat me but I felt excited rather than scared. In another one I was in the big kitchen of the Dallas house and Martha was getting me ready to roast in the oven for Daddy and his friends then in another on I was on a farm where they were slaughtering pigs and I was lined up with them like just another piggy.

Showed Jessie the stories when she came over. Her favourite was the one about the girl who lets her Daddy cook her. She loved the bit where the girl shows herself off to all the guests at the party. After we read the stories she said we should get naked and pretend to inspect each other’s meat like the men did with the girl. It was fun and made me feel funny again but in a good way then we went in the pool without our suits and pretended we were explorers in the jungle who were going to get captured by cannibals and taken back to their village for a feast but then Jessie’s mom came out and told us we had to put suits on or go inside so we did.

Found a picture by PETA where a woman has meat cuts drawn on her body like a butcher’s chart so got Jessie to take pictures of me to make my own. I took some of her too. After she went home I looked up proper cuts of a pig and marked them on our bodies. I will show her tomorrow. Hope she likes it!


Wednesday 24th April 2019

More funny dreams last night. This time me and Jessie were in a butcher’s shop with the lines drawn on us like in the pictures and the butcher was showing us off to customers.

Jessie loved the pictures and ask me to send them to her then I asked if she would like to eat me and she said she would. I said I would like to eat her too. We wondered if anyone really eats girls like in the stories so searched for real cannibals but that just bought up old stories about explorers and Aztecs and things like that so we searched for modern cannibals instead and found articles about people who had gone to prison for eating or trying to eat other people. Jessie said we should search for cannibal eats children and we found a load of sites about a man called Albert Fish who ate a girl and boy.

After Jessie and her mom went home I asked Daddy if he knew any rich people who liked to eat girls. He asked why so I showed him the stories. He wasn’t mad but said I shouldn’t read stuff like that as it would give me nightmares but it was just pretend anyway. I didn’t tell him about the pictures we made or the nice dreams.


Thursday 25th April 2019

Jessie is visiting her grandparents today so didn’t come over with her mom. I played on Photoshop with the pictures we took, putting us in the window of a butcher’s shop or in the back room waiting to get chopped up. Next time she comes over I’ll we’ll take more pictures in different poses.

Found a real story about a girl who was eaten in Jamestown when the settlers ran out of food. Apparently archaeologists can tell from marks on her bones that she was butchered like a pig. They said she must have starved to death or died of the cold then the others decided to eat her body but I bet she offered to be food like the girl in the Rockies story so the others could survive. The story said she was fourteen years old. I wonder if the people who ate her liked her meat? Maybe once you’ve eaten human, nothing else is as good?

Asked Daddy at dinner if he would want to eat me but he got a bit cross and said I was being silly and that he’d take my computer away if I kept looking at “that stuff”. Made me kinda said so after dinner I called Jessie and we talked about it a lot. She said the more she thought about it, the more she wished she could volunteer like the girls in the stories. I know it’s against the law but rich people like Daddy’s friends do stuff that you’re not supposed to all the time. Daddy says if you put the right amount of money in front of the right person you can do pretty much whatever you like.

Jessie hasn’t said anything to her mum. She’s worried she might be cross too. She is coming over again tomorrow and sleeping over.

Read the stories again and found some boards where people post about their cannibal fantasies so signed up to some and posted as Yummy_Girl94. Pretended to be 20 and said I loved the idea of being cooked and eaten or maybe butchered. Will see what replies I get.


Friday 26th April 2019

Not many replies to my posts like I hoped. Some asking me to send nudes so they could check out my meat and some saying I was some fat old guy pretending to be a girl. A few were nice and said they felt that way too and wished it was allowed and others saying they would love to be the one to eat me up. Made me wonder why it’s not allowed if people want it? I am writing this before Jessie gets here but maybe we can try to find out.


[Editor’s Note – There is no entry for Saturday 27th of April but from the next entry we can infer that Jessie stayed over on Friday and Saturday night, going home on Sunday.]


Sunday 28th April 2019

Had the best weekend with Jessie! As soon as we were in my room we got naked again and took more pictures then we played with them on the computer putting ourselves into scenes like the stories or in funny ones like in the joke book. Then we tried to look up why cannibalism is forbidden and learned a new word – Taboo. It means when something is thought of as bad for so long that people stop questioning why.

There are lots of problems it would solve if it was allowed. They are always saying on the news that the population of humans is in danger of getting too big for the planet to support and that the farming of meat animals is really bad for the environment. There are also lots of people who need a new hear or liver or lungs or kidneys and not enough donors for them and there’s always urgent blood drives. If people could volunteer to be butchered then their organs and blood could be given to people who need them and it would help keep the population down and cut down on the amount of farm animals needed.

I showed Jessie my posts of the sites and she liked the nice comments. It was nice to see we were not the only ones who found the idea exciting and we wondered how many other users were younger than they pretended to be.

Afterwards we went out in the pool again with our suits on this time so we’d not get told off then Daddy took us to a fancy restaurant for lunch. It was nice to get dressed up and we pretended that all the meat on the menu was really girl. Daddy asked why we were giggling so much but we told him it was a private joke he wouldn’t understand. After lunch I asked if we could see the kitchen. Daddy asked the manager and gave him some money and the manager said we could if we promised not to touch anything or get in the way. We promised and a nice lady showed us around while Daddy had another drink and made some phone calls. It was so exciting to see the big ovens and pots we could easily fit in and all the knives they use. Next time we are one of Daddy’s hotels I will go down to the kitchen there and look around when it is quiet.

After lunch Daddy took us shopping for new clothes and shoes and I got a cool new LEGO set of the Millennium Falcon from Star Wars. It’s HUGE! Jessie and I started building it Friday afternoon but it’s going to take a long time! We had dinner with Daddy and Alexei who was visiting. He had got a new girlfriend and wants to introduce her to us some time. I hope she’s nice. Alexei is really smart but quiet and his girlfriends are normally nice. Hunter is the flashy one who likes to date models and actresses. Not that all actresses are bad of course. My mom was one. I don’t remember her at all but I have copies of some of the movies she was in and she was very pretty. Daddy says she was very kind and did a lot for charity. I bet she would be on my side if I told her I wanted to be eaten!

After dinner me and Jessie went to the theatre room and watched some old movies that said they were about cannibals but they were pretty lame. They were both about weird families who live in the middle of nowhere and kidnap people to eat. The effects were cheesy but they killed people so messily their meat would not be good any more! They were supposed to be scary but they just made us laugh. Then since we knew Daddy and Alexei would be in Daddy’s study and the staff would all have gone home for the night we went in the pool without suits again. It was fun swimming in the dark with just the little safety lights around the edge.

Before bed we looked for more messages on the boards and replied to some other people’s posts then went to bed. My bed is huge so we both fit it in easily without needing to top and tail like we do when I stay over at her house sometimes.

In the morning we went in the shower and pretended to grade each other’s meat again like in the pictures and stories. It seems weird that people don’t want to eat girls since it seems we’d be so good and people always make jokes like saying you look good enough to eat! Jessie asked if I would really let myself get butchered or cooked if Daddy said I could and I said yes I would then I asked her the same thing and she said yes too.

Alexei had already gone home so it was just the two of us at breakfast and we pretended that we were eating Sidney sausages and Jessie bacon. After breakfast Daddy took us to Six Flags Magic Mountain all day. It is funny how Daddy is so rich and famous but people don’t recognise him when we just do normal people stuff. He always wears jeans and a golf shirt when we go out somewhere like this and people just treat him like any other dad.

There was a show on in the park where a hero like Indiana Jones was escaping from a savage cannibal tribe. Jessie and I joked that we better be careful as they might come looking for snacks. Daddy said he was safe as he was far too old, tough and stringy. I asked which one of us he thought they’d eat first and he looked at me funny but didn’t get cross and just said whichever one runs the slowest.

When we got home he helped us work on the LEGO model for a bit then had to go into a meeting so me and Jessie carried on by ourselves then we shared a bath and pretended we were in a stew pot.

This morning after breakfast we made a video that we both put on our TikTok accounts asking if people thought girls should be allowed to be eaten if they wanted. Jessie said we should put our swim-suits on to get noticed more but I said we should weak bikinis and I could lend her one so we did that. People starting reacting and sharing it right away so we made another one where we wiggled our rumps and asked if we looked tasty then one more where we asked people to vote which one they wanted to eat most.

Jessie’s mom came and joined us for lunch then took her home so I came back to my room and looked at the videos and saw they were really popular. Luckily the votes were about the same for both of us on the third one so neither of us had to be jealous.

I thought it would be fun to share our videos on some of the cannibal chat boards and pretend I found them but when I went on I saw someone had shared them there already and they were getting loads of comments. Peoples favourite seemed to be the one where we were shaking our rumps. Some sites were very strict about anything with people under 18 but the videos had got shared to several, sometimes by two or thee different people. Lots of comments said they wished we were naked and everyone seemed to agree we looked tasty.

I tried filming one on my own with nothing on but when I tried to upload it it got blocked and I was told I could get banned if I tried to upload another one like that. I didn’t delete it, just sent it to Jessie and told her to look at the comments on the sites.

We are going back to Dallas tomorrow so I won’t see Jessie for a while. I spent most of this evening working on the LEGO model on my own. It’s too fragile at the moment to try to take with us so it can wait here until next time. I looked at all the pictures me and Jessie made again and they made me feel funny.

After my bath I didn’t put pyjamas on and when Daddy came to say goodnight he said I should be careful walking around in the all-together. I asked if he thought it might make the cannibals come after me and he laughed but looked at me kinda funny afterwards. I wiggled my rump at him and asked if he thought it would make a good meal. He laughed again and said he thought so but told me I should really put my pyjamas on and he’d come check on me again so I did as he said and got into bed then he came back and kissed me goodnight.

When he was gone I face-timed Jessie on my phone and we agreed we both really want this for real and I bet my Daddy can make it happen. He has plenty of money to put in front of the right people!


To be continued...