Monday 29th April 2019

Didn’t get to talk to Daddy today as he had a meeting at the hotel and was gone before I got up. A car came at 11 and took me to the airport where one of Daddy’s jets was waiting to take me back to Dallas. Martha met me at Love Field. She was really nice as always and wanted to hear all about my time in LA. Thought about telling her about the cannibal stuff but didn’t for now. Worried she might tell Daddy and make him cross before I can work out how to ask him.

Daddy has another meeting at the Dallas hotel tomorrow so we’re not going back to the house tonight after all but staying in the family suite there. But that’s okay. The manager Mrs Webber is very nice and always kind to me and it means I get to explore the kitchen. Martha came up to the apartment with me and made sure I got settled and had anything I needed then went off to her office so I took a shower and put on clean clothes then went to find Mrs Webber.

[LaVerne Webber was manager of The Roebuck International, Fort Worth, from 2016 to 2029 - Ed]

She was in her office and seemed pleased to see me. I asked if I could see the kitchen and she asked why so I told her about the restaurant in LA and I wanted to see if the hotel kitchen was the same. She looked at me funny like Daddy did but said okay and that she would come get me after lunch was finished but before dinner started. The kitchen is always open in case guests want something but it is much busier at meal times with more people working so she said it was better to go in between.

Back in the apartment I put a bikini on and made another video asking people how they thought I should be cooked then uploaded it. I was still in my bikini laying on the bed looking at the responses when Mrs Webber came in. I thought she was going to tell me off but she just smiled when she saw me and said I should put some shorts on over my bikini bottoms for the kitchen tour. She asked what I had been reading so I told a half-lie and said it was a page of jokes about cannibals. She said she’d tell me her favourite cannibal joke if I promised not to tell my dad.

A cannibal father was teaching his son how to hunt when they found a beautiful naked woman with big boobs caught in one of their traps. The son said “Look at this beautiful woman! Let’s kill her and eat her!” But the dad said “No, let’s take her home and eat your mother!”

I laughed and told her I thought they should eat the young woman instead as she’d be tastier than the mum and asked if she thought little girls would be delicious too. She told me she was sure they were and that it was too bad she wasn’t allowed to find out. I wondered if she might be one of the people on the cannibal sites and was going to ask her but thought I’d better not.

We kept the joke going as she showed me around the kitchen and she pointed out that the ovens were big enough to cook someone my size in. I got that same funny feeling as I looked at all the equipment and imagined myself being cooked in there, maybe for a fancy dinner for Daddy and his team or when an important guest was coming over.

Afterwards she got some ice-cream out the freezer and we sat and ate it together then she told me she had more work to do so I went back up to the apartment and face-timed Jessie to tell her all about the kitchen. She said we should ask Daddy to have us cooked in the LA hotel kitchen. I promised I would talk to him as soon as I could and told her I thought Mrs Webber would be on our side.

There’s not a lot to do here so I’m just going to watch movies now until it’s time for bed.


Tuesday 30th April 2019

Went to find Mrs Webber again this morning once the breakfast rush would be over. She was down in reception rather than in her office, taking to a girl called Hannah who is just six years old I think and whose mom works here. As I came over Mrs Webber told me she’d been telling Hannah about our conversation yesterday and asking if she thought we should add little girls as a special on the hotel menu. Hannah said it sounded fun and thought she might make a good roast chicken!

[Hannah Milbank, 2011-2023 was one of the girls used to demonstrate the public cooking-area methods to potential Sidney’s investors along with Rebecca and Gemma Carter from the UK – Ed]

When Hannah’s mom collected her I asked Mrs Webber if she knew there were sites where people talked about eating people, girls especially. She looked at me funny but then said yes, she had heard of them. I decided to show her the TikTok videos and she didn’t look very surprised so I think she had seen them before. I bet that’s why she was talking about cooking girls in the hotel kitchen yesterday! I asked if she wanted to see the one I wasn’t allowed to post and she said yes so I showed her the nude one. I was a bit nervous as I thought she might tell me off but instead she just smiled and said I looked delicious.

She asked if I meant it about wanting to be cooked and I said I did, Jessie too, and that I wanted to ask my Daddy about it. She said she had a meeting with him later and would bring it up with him then and that I should be ready to talk about it with him this afternoon. He hadn’t been in the apartment when I went to sleep last night and he was not there when I woke up but I had seen some of his stuff around so knew he had to be in the hotel somewhere or in another office near by.

I went outside and called Jessie to tell her about my conversation with Mrs Webber and she was really excited. She thought the same as me that Daddy was far more likely to take us seriously if someone like Mrs Webber made our case first.

I went in the hotel’s indoor pool for a bit, with my suit on of course, then spent some time in the gym using one of the rowing machines. I want to try out for my school’s ice-hockey team in September and you have to have strong legs for that. Plus working out had to be good for my meat! After that, I went to find Hannah and asked if I could take her to watch the new Avengers movie in the hotel cinema.

I can watch new movies on the TV in the apartment but it’s more fun to watch it in the theatre and Hannah and I shared a big bucket of popcorn while we watched the movie. When we came out I saw a message on my phone from Mrs Webber from about half an hour ago saying she was just about to start her meeting with Daddy and I should expect for him to want to talk to me so I took Hannah back to her mum and went up to the apartment to wait.

After about an hour I got a call from Daddy asking me to come to Mrs Webber’s office. They were both in there sat at the big conference table and Mrs Webber pulled out the chair next to her and asked me to sit down. She put her arm around me waist like a cuddle and it felt very nice. She is pretty and has very big boobs so if the cannibals from the park caught her they could probably feed the whole village!

Daddy started by saying he thought he’d told me not to go looking at stuff like that any more. I said I was sorry but it didn’t give me nightmares, it made me feel good and the idea of being eaten was exciting, not scary. He asked if Jessie really felt the same way and I said yes and he asked to see the videos so I passed him my phone. He looked surprised as he watched them but didn’t get cross, even with the nude one. After he watched them he gave my phone back and asked if we were really serious. I said we were and he said in that case, he would do what he could to make it happen. I was so excited I actually climbed onto the table and crawled across it to hug him!

He told me he would get Martha to set up a team and that I could work directly with her for the campaign. He said he would talk to Jessie’s mom about the arrangements and to get the necessary permissions from her since we were going to have to do more videos and make adverts and stuff, probably go on TV to talk about it too.

After he sent me out, I called Jessie straight away from the corridor and she was just as excited as me. I promised I’d let her know when our first meeting with Martha would be then I went and ordered a big burger from the hotel restaurant, the one with two patties, cheese and crispy bacon like a Baconator from Wendy’s only not quite as good as theirs.

While I was eating I got a call from Martha saying Daddy had to stay at the hotel for a couple more days but she was going to come by in a car to collect me and take me back to the house so we could have our first meeting tomorrow once she had had a chance to talk to some people and get some things set up. I called Jessie and told her and she said her mum wasn’t home yet but she would tell her when she got in and we could set up a video link for the meeting, reminding me that Dallas was two hours ahead of LA.

I talked to Martha a lot in the car this time and showed her the videos and told her about the pictures we had made and promised to show them to her when we got in. She suggested I wait and bring them to the meeting. When I got up to my room I filmed another nude video letting people know they were going to be hearing a lot more from me in the coming months and that I was going to make our dream real then I went on the sites and uploaded both, pretending I had seen them on TikTok and managed to save them before they got taken down. I knew they were sure to get shared around a lot and that the people who said they wished we were naked in the other videos would be happy to see them!

It’s been a very busy few days and I’m tired so I’m going to get an early night. I can check for comments in the morning and get ready for my meeting with Martha.


Wednesday 1st May 2019

Worst news ever this morning! Woke up to three missed calls from Jessie from last night and a message saying to call her as soon as possible so I did and she said her mum got really made when Daddy talked to her about the campaign and said not only was she not allowed to join in but she didn’t want her hanging out with me any more as she thought I was a bad influence. We both cried a lot and promised to keep messaging each other and hope her mum changed her mind.

Martha could see I was sad at breakfast and asked what was wrong so I told her all about it and she hugged me like I always thought a mum would. Mrs Webber gives nice hugs too but they always feel different somehow, I don’t know how to describe it. She asked if I still wanted to go ahead without Jessie and I said yes, we should start with just me and hopefully when Jessie’s mum saw how well it was going, she would change her mind and let her join in. She asked if I would be okay if she got on with her work until our meeting and I promised her I would be.


To be continued...