[Editor’s Note – The next four days of entries do not contain any relevant material other than the gym equipment she ordered arriving and being set up in one of the guest bedrooms so have been omitted here.]

Monday 6th May 2019

Today is my first photo-shoot! Martha told me last night after just before I went to bed and I’ve been thinking about it all night. I had a hard time getting to sleep, it felt like Christmas Eve, but I didn’t want to look tired in the photos so I did in the end. I had set an alarm but Martha came to wake me up anyway and said I shouldn’t have a big breakfast as I didn’t want to be bloated. She said we were going to shoot in a real barn on a property owned by Daddy’s company.

When I came out of the shower there was a lady waiting for me with Martha who said she was going to do my hair and makeup. I was only wearing my robe and Martha gave me a bottle of juice with protein mixed in like athletes have which she said was my breakfast so I sat and drank it while the lady dried and straightened my hair, although it is pretty straight anyway, then put it in braids like in Claude’s picture and tidied up the ends with scissors so they looked nice and neat.

She was just about to start my makeup when Claude came in to show me the bikini but he said I shouldn’t put it on yet as it was best to do the nude pictures first so I wouldn’t have any pressure lines. He told me those are the red marks on your skin from tight elastic which is why models who are going to pose nude take their underwear off at least an hour before. Martha said it was lucky it wasn’t Summer yet so I probably wouldn’t have any tan-lines. I remember on holiday in France last year I got nice and brown but under my bikini stayed really pale and looked funny. That wouldn’t be good for pictures like this so if I sunbathe this year I’ll have to make sure I do it in the nude. I know there are beaches where that’s allowed. I bet Mrs Webber would take me if Daddy and Martha are too shy!

The bikini top is like he showed me and the bottom had the blue with the star on the front and the red and white stripes across the bottom. It is not as skimpy as I thought it might be but I guess that’s how it’s meant to be as somewhere that would not want to print a picture of me naked might not want to print a picture of me in a bikini that looked too grown-up either. It’s something I could easily wear to a pool-party or the water park. The lady did my makeup and said she would put some powder on my body at the barn so my skin won’t be too shiny. Martha gave me a new robe to put on. It’s white and very soft. I changed in front of everyone since they’re all going to be seeing me at the shoot anyway. They have all gone away now and I am on my own in my room waiting for Martha to tell me it is time to go. I will write more after.


Monday 6th May 2019 – Later

That was so much fun! Just before it was time to go, Martha brought me the brown cowboy boots and some thick socks to put on under them and showed me the hat and scarf. The scarf is red with a white pattern that is the letter S over and over and the hat is like a cowboy hat made of straw. I put the boots on and went with her out to the car. It felt funny to go on a car journey with nothing on under my robe but Martha and I chatted and it started to feel normal.

The farm was not too far outside the city. It looked pretty industrial but Martha said that was a barn at the back where they film adverts so we drove to there. Somehow I had just expected Martha the makeup lady and maybe Claude with a camera but there was a whole crew there. I was pleased and surprised to see Mrs Webber there too. She gave me a hug when I got out the car and said she had taken a couple of hours off from the hotel so she could be there to support me. Claude and the makeup lady were there but I didn’t see Moira or anyone else I recognised. It felt weird knowing that I was going to be naked in front of these people but then I remembered I had put nude videos on the internet where thousands of people would see them and if this campaign went well then I’d be seen by millions so why did it matter if there were a few more people than I expected in the room with me.

Martha said first we were going to do photos then record some short videos then I’d have to do them all again with the bikini on. Martha said it was time to take the robe off so I did and Mrs Webber wolf-whistled at me and called me scrumptious. Claude said I looked “just darling” and Martha said everyone who saw me would definitely want to eat me. The makeup lady puffed some powder all over me and put a bit of pink eye-shadow on my nipples to make them stand out more then said I was ready. Martha tied the scarf for me and I put on the hat.

I did pictures standing in different poses, some showing the front of my body and some showing off my rump. My favourite was having one hand on my hip and pushing up the brim of my hat with one finger from my other hand. Then I did some sitting on bales of hay or laying down on them. Martha gave me a bright green cloth to lay on so the straw wouldn’t leave marks on my skin and said the colour meant they could remove it easily later digitally.

Then when all the photos were done I recorded some videos like the ones I had made on my phone, asking people in they thought I looked tasty and directing them to the website Martha promised me would be up and running by the time the videos were released and telling people about the hash-tag for social media. In one I said told people girls were just the same as any other farm animal and by not eating us, they were missing out and in another one I wiggled my rump at the camera and asked people if they wanted it for their dinner. It was lots of fun and I really forgot I was naked until Claude told me to put the bikini on. With the boots and hat and scarf and the hair that is nothing like how I normally have it, it just felt like a costume, like I was dressed up as a naked girl.

It had to take the boots off to put the bikini bottoms on but they fit quite nicely and still showed off my rump well. I was about to put the top on when Martha said I should do a set without it so in the end I did all the photos and videos three times. It was starting to get boring by the end and I was tired but I managed to keep smiling and Martha said I did very well. Mrs Webber gave me another hug and said because the nude ones were done first while I was still fresh and full of energy they would be the best so hopefully people would agree to run them.

I asked Martha on the way home if I could have copies to show Jessie but she said they wouldn’t be ready until tomorrow because they needed to be professionally edited first although she promised I she would give them to me when they were done.

Martha showed me the website when we got back. It is called eatsidneyroebuck.com and had a place where people can sign to give their support as well as a blog where we can update people about how the campaign is going. She said it just needs the photos and it will be ready to launch. She promised that they will use the nude photos or the proper ones as she called them for the site even if we have to use the bikini ones in adverts. She showed me the press release that is going to go out at the same time as the site goes live explaining who I am and what my campaign is about. She said lots of people will probably want to interview me when they see it but she will make sure I know what to say and arrange them so I don’t have to skip school too much.

She said once the campaign gets going it will needs its own office and she is looking for places down town where we can set up, hopefully not too far from my school or Daddy’s hotel. She said she was sorry there was still so much that needed to be done but I was surprised how much she had been able to set up in just a few days!

I have come up to my room to get changed into normal clothes. I asked Martha if I should leave my hair in the braids but she said I should only wear it like that when I’m “in character” so it will work as a sort of disguise and people won’t recognise me when I’m just out and about, like Daddy at Magic Mountain. She is going to take me to the theatre this afternoon then out for dinner to celebrate the first photo-shoot.

(To be continued...)