So I used to browse gurochan a hundread years ago or so, where I saw this picture: a guy holding a gun to his head. The picture is black and white, he's looking at us, but his eyes are empty/dead. He has sort of a punk / iro hairdo going on. It's not an explicitly gory picture, but I do think there was a bit of smoke coming out of his ear or mouth or something like that.
Thanks for any help!

Picture unrelated.