I need to find a work that was recently deleted or privated on Pixiv.
It was a multi panel post that was uploaded around the end of 2022. It was by a user with 3 posts on their profile and their bio stating they do not really want to be discovered.

It included Amputation, Butchering , Brain fucking and gang rape . It started with the female protagonist in question being bondaged with a largely aroused expression then she was fucked and her limbs got amputated with a hand saw. They then turnt parts of her in sausage and continued raping her but she had an "ahego" expression on her. Then they penetrated her brain and ended her. She was then put on a meat hook with her face and tits disfigured .

In the whole time , she had a stamp above her vagina saying "RETIRED" . She was busty and the art style resembles artists like "Goblin Potato" "Rbqinori" and "Rigor Mortis"

I'd like to share my pixiv collection https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/56643310/bookmarks/artworks/R-18G?p=1
where I suspect the 10th deleted / privated post is the post.

Img : An art style similar to the one that I want to find but the deleted post has a more darker tone