lmfao ok leme have a go, tho I enjoy the guy's style.


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I don't know why she likes me. She says I have a good heart and that ai'm worldly, aware of things. But now I'm torn. She wants me to literally kill her. To hang her to death. Sex with her isn't like sex with any girl prior. I really enioy her and it's not just to be in a girl for some stupid cultural score, her body is as pleasant any joy in this world… and she wants me to rid this world of her body. And her mind, which has been the source of my happiness ofr years now…


So I lie to her, I think.. I'll cut the rope when she passes out. I already knew about autoerotic adphyxiation… But as soon as she closesher eyes and stops kicked, I slice the rope, it takes longer than I expected.. it's so difficult to untie the noose… it's not at all what I anticipated. Even whrn the rope is off her neck, she can't breathe and now…

I didn't mean to do her this favor.