Hello everyone I am a 19 yo that doesnt know how to deal with life or death.
>fetishes
drowning , cut neck / decapitation (like B*anca D*vins I think her death was aesthic), getting beaten up (I have never gotten beaten up but I have to add salt to the wound and get physically abused too), lolicon (represents well society and I want to be a child again), wholesome vanilla (i dont deserve love and true love doesnt exist anyway…) getting even more traumatizaded, sometimes i get sick and like to imagine someone is taking care of me so roleplaying im ill i guess?

Anyway I have victim complex/marthyr complex ( I was abused during my life but people always want to play it cool) and I have c-ptsd I want
to learn how to accept death and
dying in peace.
>fandoms
I don't want to reveal much about myself but I love a game called yume nikki
My discord tag is : @targeterindividual

Pls dont be normie lets roleplay I guess…