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I watched the movie Raw and i now have a fetish for being bitten by a cannibal girl. First i only had a thing for vampire girls and now this. My whole sexuality is fetishes, i dont care about normal sex at all.
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I like it to be honest, i dont want to change it.
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My first masturbation was to a girl's hands and fingernails. i had fantasies before but only acted upon them around 19 years old. Reply if you are similar.
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Hi there, Yoshikage Kira
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Please draw siffrin in a fukouna shoujo 03 machine
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The sun had finally set beyond the horizon, which meant Camilla had now been dying for five and a half hours. It'd taken her a little while to work that out but now her latest attempt to distract herself from the horror of her situation had ended and the pain was still there. More than ever, in fact. She'd thought it'd get easier to bear over time, that her senses would dull to it from exhaustion or just familiarity. The opposite had happened. The stabbing pain of the nails pinning her to the instrument of her death had been joined by a less sharp but more insistent ache as every muscle in her body burned from exertion. Her throat was sore, long screamed hoarse. Her wounds were throbbing, as was her head. It felt as though another set of nails was being pounded into her temples.

Camilla would have welcomed that. Early on in her torment she'd tried to knock herself unconscious by slamming the back of her head into the cross but she'd remained stubbornly aware of her body and what had been done to it.

It was a strange thing, she thought, to wish for death. In truth, she was still terrified of her young life's impending cessation, but by now if it meant an end to her agony she could accept that.

She wanted to die...and she couldn't. Her body would not let her. She'd tried hanging still, just letting the darkness take her, but the pain had only grown until she'd once again raised herself up on trembling, nailed legs to draw another breath. Her exertion had been accompanied by laughter, taunts and jeers. She'd still had an audience, then. Cheering, shouting insults, a cacophony of voices, a clatter of dice...

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"These new taxes will be the death of us!", Andreas complained loudly, waving his wine-cup in the air and spilling half of its contents. The old oil-trader had been drinking for quite some time already, and Camilla thought it was probably time to cut him off. She looked around for her uncle, but he was nowhere in sight.
"I agree, but what can you do?"
That was Decimus pulcher, who kept a vegetable stall on the other side of the marketplace. A lot less pretty than his cognomen would suggest, he was a veteran of the legions who'd decided he'd rather settle down here in Syria than return to his native Ancona. His service had left him with a few missing teeth, a broken nose that now sat a bit crooked and a vivid red scar across his cheek. "This new Caesar has grand plans, apparently. Expensive plans. And our dear governor..." he continued, his voice dripping with sarcasm (and wine), "well, he won't have it said that Syria did not contribute its share, oh no!"

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"...fuck her already, Antius! It's almost noon!"
The approaching voices made her shiver in the dank cell. She'd heard the stories of what happened to girls who got dragged into the carcer underneath the garrison. "Please pass me by, please not me, someone else, take someone else..." she thought to herself, then felt a pang of shame at wishing harm on other prisoners. Not that there were many. Roman justice had been swift after the riot. What was left of the mob after the legion had been unleashed on them had been marched outside the city to die while the last of the fires were still burning.
She hadn't given them any thought. She hadn't been thinking of anything, really. Still dazed from the night's events, staggering around the ruins of the market, asking anyone she could see for help pulling her uncle out of the rubble, her dear uncle Demetrius who'd taken her in...

The sun had been setting when the soldiers came for her. "That's the one," their leader had simply said and she'd been grabbed. Her protests of innocence, her questions about her fate, all were ignored. They'd marched her into the garrison, through a yard where a man was howling in agony under a scourge's lashes, and down into this damp, filthy cellar. At first, she'd shouted, yelled herself hoarse, trying to get someone to tell her what she was accused of. It'd been futile. The guards patrolling outside her cell had simply ignored her.

She'd drifted off into a fitful sleep, haunted by the memories of a night of violence. An argument over the new taxes had turned into a brawl as more men joined in, stones had been thrown. A man had been stabbed, and a furious mob had howled for the blood of the killer. And then they'd stopped caring and all that mattered was the blood. So much blood. Decimus' skull cracked open by a thrown flagstone as he stood in the doorway. Andreas drowning in his own blood after a frenzied madman rammed a pitchfork through his chest. And Uncle Demetrius, taking blow after blow from the rioters, holding the doorway to the storeroom she'd hid in shut with his body until the flames brought down the roof...

In the morning a jug of water had been wordlessly pushed into her cell, then she had once again be left alone with her fear and grief. And now they were here to...

She shuddered again. Maybe they would pass her by. Maybe they did mean another woman, maybe...

The key clattered in the lock. The door opened. Dimly lit from the tiny slit window above, they seemed more like the monstrous giants of legend than men to her. Two of them entered her cell, a third took position outside. "Be quick", the shorter of the two whispered to his comrade, "and remember, you're volunteering for guard duty."

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She returned to the present with another agonizing fit of coughing. As before, the realization that she was still nailed to a cross and dying struck her together with the pain, except...

...the feeling of pressure on her little button was still there.

Camilla opened bleary eyes and cast them downwards, only to meet the gaze of the strange traveller. Piercing eyes gazed up at her as the stranger's lips gently caressed that spot, sucked it in, stroked it with a skilful tongue...

She gasped at the unexpected sensation and the new violation. Had she not yet suffered enough indignity? At least the strange woman...stronger than she looked, was supporting her somewhat, making breathing easier. And the feeling was not as bad as it had been in the dungeon, it was more like when she'd rubbed herself at night...

The strangers lips and tongue were cool and soothing but she felt warmth rise between her legs. Blushing, she realized. It felt like blushing. But why would I blush down there, she thought, where nobody would see...

Amidst such strange and confused thoughts the caresses went on. She'd still felt the pain of her rape when they'd raised her cross, but it was now fading away, replaced with...something. A tension, a pressure, a rising heat. It felt...different from when she'd touched herself. Was that her pain, her dreamlike half-dead state, that made it feel so good, she idly wondered, as her whole being became centered on that place between her legs. The agony of her wrists, her feet, her every muscle still remained but somehow had become less important than what the woman looking up at her was doing with her mouth, and...her fingers now, gently opening her lower lips, exploring between her folds, soothing pain and bearing pleasure. One finger slipped inside her opening and there was no pain, just a strange yet not unwelcome sense of pressure. A second finger joined the first, and a brief stab of pain from the remnants of the morning's torments made her tense up momentarily. Immediately the second digit was withdrawn, to caress outside her wounded opening again.

The pressure was mounting, the heat building up. Something was running down the inside of her thigh, except unlike the slime that had dripped from her as she'd staggered towards the site of her execution it felt...right, somehow? She felt her breathing grow faster, lungs aching as they struggled to keep up but it didn't matter. None of it mattered, only that divine touch, that mouth, that finger which had found a hidden place deep within that raised the tension to yet another high. Something rose within Camilla and she tried to keep it down, confused and afraid but it was inexorable, a river, a flood, an ocean and...

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When she came to this time, she felt curiously light. Her weight was no longer tugging at her nailed arms. Had she been freed? She tried to move and quickly realized that no, she was still nailed. But why, then...

...the woman was holding her. Her cool, silky embrace lifted her, held her up so she could breathe freely again for the first time in what seemed like an eternity. Strange, she hadn't seemed that tall...but thought was getting difficult. The ocean was roaring in her head, the darkness crept in again from the edges of her vision.

"Do you still wish to live?", the visitor asked softly, her face like a poet's dream, now inches from hers. There were spices in her scent, her cool clean breath so different from a man's...

"Ye...yes." Damn it all, she did. She wanted to feel that woman's kiss again, wanted to linger in her embrace, melt away in her arms. Nothing else mattered, not the pain nor the grief. Only her, only life.

"Whatever the cost?", the woman asked, all playfulness suddenly gone from her voice.

"Any...anything."

Camilla meant it. Truly meant it. Whatever it took, she would give it gladly to live another agonized heartbeat in that embrace.

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So yeah, I'm writing stuff again. Just a little self-contained story, hope the "twist" wasn't too cringe. Comments and praise very welcome, critique deeply unwelcome but also grudgingly accepted :P.
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Very well written! My only critique is that the nonlinear plot could be a little confusing at times (damn you Nolan) and the hanging on the cross part could've been extended. Nonetheless, it is a solid 8.5/10.
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No.16716 [Report] AS
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ISTG!

It's almost as though literally EVERY other site, and not just websites but also the software and phsyical design for *every single thing* is absolutely garbage.

From phones and computers having absolutely trash systems to GIVE ME ATTENTION plastered across every damn window that pops up and refuses to leave until you acknowledge "yes you can do whatever you want spy on me through my heartrate if you please what am I but your vessel" to contact info for the help desk being like 3 answers for 5 questions that I wasn't asking.


So what entertainment can I find /besides/ The Grotesque God? I mean, I fucking love you dude, let's be real. You're a functioning site that doesn't demand I go a whole show of making a username, making a password, give my email, right clicking, left tapping, don't forget to """"CONSENT"""" so you can follow me everywhere else and even then am I getting what I did the whole Song And Dance? No, but not you baby.

You are absolutely Perfect! And not just that, you let me be me! Aure some can lose themselves hating ne because I'm me and I often hate them but you let us all be ourselves!

Then they wonder why I can't just keep it to myself but have to look at check my 6 and every other angle instead of finding some other entertainment when out in public which is always btw.

I love you Gurochan.
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>You're a functioning site that doesn't demand I go a whole show of making a username, making a password, give my email, right clicking, left tapping, don't forget to """"CONSENT"""" so you can follow me everywhere else
This is what I love about this kind of sites as well. It's so easy to use
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Agreed, this and 4chan is great. I don't get how the fuck people use Reddit, Facebook, Twitter when it's just literally random and unorganized content. It's awful.
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im guessing cause anonymous posting on a very niche area works. placing ads in this environment is suicide lmao. unfortunately i've seen other sites go down because the dude gave up running the site
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>>19859
Moving offending material to a seperate board completely helps.
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Who do you ask if you wish to suggest a recovery of GUROchanners?
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So, anybody remembers that 80's anime about the nuking of Hiroshima called Barefoot Gen? It's a pretty tough movie to watch but there's this scene where Gen's mom finds a dead mother laying against a tree with a baby still sucking her tits. Gave the dead mom a name: "Asami Ushio" or just Asami. If you seen the movie what do you think about that scene? Also here's an edit of her.
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The GIF where that picture came from (Also edited it):
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I think I follow you on discord. Good & funny stuff! Let's make & paint some fan fictions of her.
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Thanks. Btw what do you think this bitch. Also I'm shit at drawing so I'm leaving that to the talented artists.
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>>118262

*think about this bitch.
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Also you said it's funny. Is it funny in a dark humor way lol. Like how is it funny in that way.
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Recently, theres a gameoversfm post about kitana from mortal kombat decapitated, in the past gurochan have done the same thing with kitana too with the guillotine. But no one pick her head up and enjoy it. If any 3d guro artist read this, please comsider do an animation/images of someone pick kitana's head up and fuck it in the neck/mouth/ear. Use her mk9 or mk11 model. If you accept it, thanks a lot!
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Ps: theres one thing if you do mk11 model can you choose her femme fatel costume(the mk3 skin one). I like her mk9 model because of the outfit and hear earrings, the same with the mk3 one. For her mk11 model, its because of her round head, her dead face that turns me one when someone decapitate her in the game, also because she has beautiful ears in that model too.
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Saw that anim too, and I think that's a great idea. Is there any way to contact you, like DA or Discord?
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Unfortunately, I don't use any of those and i can't animate things either, my laptop is not strong enough and I don't know how make that kind of facial expression(like the one in the image). I post this because I am a big kitana fan and i haven't seen anyone any thing with her head before. I hope by posting this some animators'll see this and make the works. If you are interested, can you help me with this? Thanks a lot for taking a look at this request of mine. ( also, English is not my first language. So, if there are something that doesn't make sense, let me know so I can improve as well)
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Does anyone have the source for this? All reverse image searches came up empty.
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かるぼ亭@かかお餅 (@karuvo816)
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https://www.pixiv.net/users/110121301
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on exhentai you can find lots of his art under his former name "orphanageman"
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Hello. Anyone managed to save all of Cenart works? Sadly he had them all at his Pixiv but oddly was all deleted by the site. I used to had most of his works, but my hard drive also crashed.

His pixiv site used to be this one. https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/21649593 There is nothing now there.

This is his site at Deviantart. https://www.deviantart.com/cenart

Nowadays, he does AI stuff. But sadly most of his old art was not there.

His speciality is art of mature women getting captured, tortured and executed with some incest.

Please help the artist by sharing back with him all his lost art if someone managed to get all or at least most.

Including pic of one of his few arts saved at Imagefap. Please help Cenart out. Thanks.
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Interesting quad amputee dolls from catdoll.us (also catdoll.jp). Doll YA can come with hands and/or feet.
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Tami is hot as fuuuck
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It used to be a topic dedicated to certain guro artists. Scribblekid for one, until he was sworn off guro-art entirely years ago.
But I haven't seen Chifudoon topic here. While I remember there was one in the previous Gurochan. So, here we go.
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I am looking for some of smithys games.
His website smithysaftersunset.com is down and im realy curious about what his games might be like since he almost got pelted in another forum for them.
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Necroing this in the hopes of finding more, but also to say that you can find some of his work on h-flash.com by just searching "smithy".
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As title says! This is my favorite fetish! Futanari's torturing and or snuffing girls, boys, shota's lolis, other futanaris. Non-consensual or consensual welcome
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Looking for the complete sets, they seem to have been deleted from his profile: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/20303639

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someone has more of this?
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The hell is all of this above?? It have nothing to do with the actual artist
art this whole thread is about…
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Looks like someone didn't read the thread and thought this was a general bleach guro thread lol
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But wait? CowboyTanaka don't want money? i search his twitter, and he talk about how much he need money? why he dont respond on messages? He can just upload full, and that's all
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CowboyTanaka?
That is the artist name?
We finally got an answer?
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Welcome to visit my patreon page to subscribe and sponsor.
https://www.patreon.com/kauhowardfantasy

https://drive.google.com/file/d/12rAhIe8QrP6EKXG_YybwH0-HzR5dKxzf/view

This is my first SDXL-18G type LORA to train. It basically uses the past nbbqv3a training materials, but the effect is surprisingly good, so I will share the download location and operation guide with you.



The main concepts are divided into:
butchered: a female body that has just been killed, bled, and has normal skin color but has not been roasted.
bbq, barbecue: used to change the color of a woman's body into a roasted color.

Upside down, hanging upside down: The effect is better when one person or a small number of people. When there are many people, the limbs may become distorted and the hands and feet may become reversed.
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thanks for temari and hinata!
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use regional prompt plugin, it can get certain result as your expect.
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1. I haven't posted here since I handed ownership over to Kuz.

2. I never banned Loli / Shota, that was out of my hands entirely.

3. Anyone claiming to be me after the date of 2020 isn't me, especially the random retards trying to bait Ryona with low quality shit about his kid.


Honestly, I look back with some measure of regret over how I handled things. I and Kuz argued for a while about whether or not Gurochan should be monetized, and I handled that disagreement improperly by banning him from the Gurochan discord, after which the appointed moderators began banning members en masse.

I don't know who's been posting CP, but oldfags will remember that I had to deal with CP spam too, all the way back when I was "hired" by Enclaved at the age of, like, 14 or something.

I do get some enjoyment out of seeing some of you guys thinking I'm behind some kind of masterful trolling campaign, but I haven't had anything to do with Gurochan, or even Guro for years now.


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Also, to prove I'm the actual Straitjackit as opposed to the random speddies to spell it "straitjakit", I was Yuno-chan's "son".

And here's an old drawing by Yuno, which was never sent to anyone but me.
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It’s been almost 10 years since I used to frequent this site constantly. I just wanted to pop in for a quick PSA. Although I know it’s not applicable for most users here, there are always some.

The reasons why I used to love guro are complicated to say the least. It fit very well with how I struggled to connect with people irl. It gave me an explanation as to why. And it helped me avoid thinking about suicide, which had previously been the fantasy captivating me.

Perhaps the biggest thing though, subconsciously, was the sense of community. That there were other people as strange as I was, that no matter how different I might be from others, I could come here and fit in with people.

This was of course, around my early teen years. And one of the weirdest things about that time, was the way women affected me. The ones that laughed the loudest and smiled the brightest. They made me so sad, or sometimes angry. Or just sometimes just made me feel like I’d been punched in the stomach. I thought for sure that if I just found the right one, the prettiest, or the smartest, that somehow she would want me. I was also beginning to realize however, that this was a bit unlikely. It was likely in movies, but not in practice. In lieu of being wanted, I thought at the very least, if I was patient, there would come a day when I would have a woman of my own, by stalking and killing her.

Which sounds bad, because it was bad. I was so sure that the fantasy was more than a fantasy. There were those of you here who felt the same. We talked about how easy it would be to do. About the places that women, or children for that matter, go alone. We didn’t talk about what would happen afterwards, but I certainly knew that afterwards I would have finally done what I couldn’t do any other way, which was to kill myself. Having ruined my life beyond repair, I knew I would have nothing left to be afraid of losing, and I would finally be able to kill myself without backing down.

What I instead decided to do was what I would later come to refer to as the 5 year plan. The 5 year plan consisted of waiting for five years before I would attempt to kill someone. Although later on I would come to realize that that someone had always just been myself.

In fact, all my guro fantasies had always required a woman to be the recipient of all that violence. Partly because I hated women, but more so because my own body was no good. It had none of the beauty required to be a valid guro victim.

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It gets tiring playing nice with people who are so fundamentally disconnected. No matter how "eloquently" or factually something is stated, it doesn't have any bearing on their delusions, and they don't shift beliefs.

So the question becomes: do I speak in good faith with people like that? The answer is: no. Nor will I tolerate people like that.

There is no reasoning to be had. So the only options are to ignore them and let them spew their nonsense, or provide negative feedback and ridicule.

Because the third option is to engage in an emotionally charged way that would allow for slipping under their defenses and trying to bring them to want to change. I don't have the energy or time to invest in such a person/endeavor. Feel free to play therapist for them if you'd like, but people don't change unless they want to. The only "point" being proven is that you're also clearly a self righteous retard.
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Keep digging down, surely you'll eventually get out of that pit...
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Must be hard being intellectually inept.
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You can explain the most obvious things to some people and they won't get it.
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Wait, so it's basically: instead of hurt the woman, you can become the woman and hurt yourself? Reminds me how I got into cross dressing when I realized I could become the woman to then masturbate to myself.
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Some lolis appreciates drugs… Right?
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Is AI okay here? I had some good results with CivitAI.
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I think starting a new board on /ai would go over better
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/ai/ board is for guro only. You can post /ai/ stuff here in /f/, but TBH I'm thinking of deleting this whole thread cos it's neither guro or freakshow.
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Ah, I understand, but that's a shame. Before you delete it, could I ask if there's any other image board site a thread like this would be good on?
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I remember there being a second part to this image where she's being dragged away, but I can't find it anywhere. Does anyone still has it? I managed to trace the art back to an artist "whiteph" or "ウアイト PH" but the artist deleted this specific work from pixiv.
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