I've got a computer on my lap, if that counts for anything. And I'm pretty well stuck to this leather sofa having had to take off my shirt and shorts (as in short trousers, not underwear) because of how damn sweaty it is round here at the moment. In effect, the furniture is cuddling me instead.

>And I'm pretty well stuck to this leather sofa

Same here. Leather sucks, it reflects body warmth, making you sweat even more.

I want so mamy pets babies

Henrietta plushy.
Emotionally unstable killer girl, best girl

My idiot cat is currently sitting in my lap

>>17505
You draw this? Looks pretty good.

Actually her stunned emotions are conveyed very well. So that she doesn't even feel pain or feels dizzy

But in that image I imagine her trying to breathe slow and deep, with her chest expanding and contracting while lungs themselves do not do expand much but just move from side to side fully exposing her heart then squishing it as she breathes

the hole in her chest would get bigger or smaller this way exposing more of her lungs.

If she is the hospital setting there could be a tube going to her nose or into her bandaged neck which provides her with breathing assistance(without being too noticeable to impact picture looks) and then it would be logical that her lungs are just breathing like normal while her chest is not moving at all.

Maybe she is under anesthesia and sleepwalking after surgery ?
and she is obviously standing in front of the mirror so she should be looking at her insides.

>>17511
She is awake and concuss. Presenting her vital organs to us. She still feels some pain, but it’s nowhere near what a normal girl would feel being opened like this.
So you think she should be breathing more normally with a fast heart rate?

>>17518
Yes, I think she should be breathing normally then or even on slow side, to match her facial expression.
heart rate probably will be fast either way

Check Female Hearts Shown in /g

It is done

>>17579
Just came back to say that it looks good.

Are you talking about Jissouseki? If you are, you need to check the catalog better, because there's at least three threads dedicated to her likeness on /g/

>I swear kaki was full of them
right, it was in 2006
https://encyclopediadramatica.online/Jissouseki#Gurochan

>>17420
>, are there any other specific female criminals that you’re attracted to?
my most prevalent fantasies\"waifus" are La Peque from los zetas cartel (she was into real necro with victims), Mariam Abiola (cult assasin from Nigeria), female assasin Ki the chiraq gangster and the pseudo-catholic cult "nun" clarinde mwrinde
>Also 3 of them are black and Im white so thinking of being their "white boi punching bag" is a bonus for my arousal

>>17425
just looked them up (since i actually hadn’t heard of them, aside from the necro cartel chick because i’m into necrophilia) and they’re quite attractive. there’s a boyish quality to some of them, though, especially the chiraq gangster girl. it makes me wish there was more guro content featuring tomboy women instead of centering femme fatales all the time.

anyway, after the hate-fucking, does the fantasy ever turn to snuff? or is it just a captive, stockholm-syndrome type fantasy? sorry if this is too forward lmao. i’ve never talked with a hybristophile guy before (i swear like 99% of them are women), so i’m kinda fascinated. in a good way, of course.

>>17431
Not stuff but maybe kept as a sort of pet, or even a "breeding boyfriend".Basically they see Im a fit man and she wants to have babies with me, so she rapes me vaginally for it- but while doing hard femdom like burning with cigarettes, throwing me against the wall of floor and knee-capping+elbow hitting my face and balls, etc
Also I dont like the "dominatrix woman" fantasy stuff, a dominatrix is just a fetish\fantasy created by men for men and they dress almost like clowns. even the most "misandrist" domme is just pleasing a male fantasy. I want a dangerous , criminal gf who sincerely likes hurting my body but also wants my seed because Im a good specimen.

>>17431
Also I remember when I was a kid, 12, 13 years old I think (I was socially retarded and other problems ) there was a girl I liked and once I told her " I wish you'd stab me up and eat my organs". She was like "yummy"
I was a weirdo but even before never-ever having watched porn or guro I had that fantasies.
Sometimes I wish I could have that retarded lack of inhibition back.

I understand where you're coming from, with the whole wanting people to hate you. There's nothing more adrenaline-inducing than having someone actively despise your guts to the point they'll literally fuck them out when given the chance.

All the more exciting if you're especially respected and liked. The idea of someone seeing past the facade you put up and wanting to cut and fuck it out of you is exciting.

Consensual Non-Consent. Aka rape roleplay.

>>17271
Thanks!

i’ve had so many through the years. oddly enough, they were worse back when i was still super ashamed and “in denial” about my fetishes. once i accepted them, they stopped. but i kind of miss them tbh.

one of the earliest i can remember is of finding a dead, disemboweled boy in the hallway outside of my bedroom. i stuck my hands in his guts and felt them up for a bit, before quickly experiencing “oh shit” levels of panic, at which point i picked the body up bridal-style and stowed it in a dumpster a few blocks away from my house.

then, i had one where i was kneeling in an alleyway with a female corpse propped up against my chest, kissing and fingering her. i still remember the way it felt, and how cold she was. the whole dream smelled of gasoline for some reason too.

my longest and most anxiety-inducing dream of all was probably the one about strangling a woman during sex, burying her body in the woods, and then moving back home with family to put as much distance between the crime scene and myself as possible. i made it about three, maybe four months before there was an article in the news about the body being found. and somehow, inexplicably, my family instantly figured out that it was me. i woke up on the verge of vomiting after that.

randomly enough, i’ve also dreamt of gurochan a few times, just browsing the boards. and then i wake up and feel disappointed that all of the artworks i dreamt of don’t exist irl.

>>17272
>>17271
Also back then when grindr "allowed" the fakeGPS app, I tried to flirt with trans women from other countries. Of course nothing happened but it boosted my confidence since very attractive ,fit or even mature ts girls wanted to top me\ domme me. One was even a pro domme, she liked calling me *slurs* and said id make a good cute sub

>>17282
> and then i wake up and feel disappointed that all of the artworks i dreamt of don’t exist irl.

Felt the same with my dream. Whole scenario is just up my alley, and it still exist only in my head.

Go to any college bookstore and buy the latest anatomy textbook. Or maybe go to a used book store and look in the medical section.

I don't know sources of precisely the stuff where nobody is harmed but there are twitter and telegram channels that post lots of nasty stuff.

also there is virtual human project somewhere on internet where you can see through human body and examine everything you like

Being able to look at a woman and “see” her nude, then all her internal organs is pretty hot. Looking over anatomy books and the anatomy thread in g will go a long way

It's up for me. Haven't noticed any outages recently. Try clearing your browser cache? Or verify you haven't somehow blacklisted it?

I see that the domains registration with GoDaddy expired last July. I wonder if it finally got removed for nonpayment.

>discord
Fuck you and your whore mother

>>17274
>>17274

reasonable.

>>16799
at least few years ago f-list was pretty good for any kind of roleplay including guro. and it was possible to meet any kind of people you like.

there is no need to do roleplay you can just talk about stuff and people will hit you themselves if you make good profile.

the problem is that you will just never meet anyone of those people in real life and will not even find out if they are men or women ;)

>>16812
i haven't checked it out cause i thought it was just for furries, but on closer inspection i was wrong! exciting cause i've missed messing with bbcode
and irl gender doesn't matter tbh just need to get my shit rocked lol

>>16744
I feel this way too a lot, I like a lot of manipulation stuff as well and con non con, and every time I talk about what I enjoy I get some conversation about how gaslighting is never consensual, my solution to that has been to just not care and drop out of the kink scene, manipulation isn't illegal regardless of consent so I'll just accept being the bad guy as the price for being myself

For guro it's a little different though, it's at least 70% fantasy, once people like me enough I tell them and they're not really going to randomly hate me for it usually because I don't become friends with the kind of people who do that

>just like incest or impact or cnc (which i feel is more or less normalized currently)

that’s some real shit. like, those just feel like “normal” fetishes to me at this point. i’d love to roleplay as siblings or do fake rape, ageplay, kidnapping scenarios, etc. but then i see how shocking those kinks already are to the average person, and i promptly lose any hope of ever indulging the darker side of things.

like you, i do get hit on now and then, so i know i’m not utterly hideous. but i can’t be bothered to pursue anything because i feel that, ultimately, i’m either going to repulse them into leaving, or i’m going to spend the whole relationship pretending to be something that i’m not. and being dominant adds a whole other dimension of anxiety to it, because i feel like it’s a lot more risky to tell someone that you fantasize about cutting them, strangling them, drinking their blood, etc. as opposed to telling them that you fantasize about having those sorts of things done to you. i don’t know. i’m also just venting, i guess.

and as an additional side note: i have self-harm wounds for kink reasons too! anyone who sees them pretty much assumes they’re from depression, lmao. if only they knew.

Alright this is a topic for me thank you very much

I found a person with some fucked up self-esteem, who was in pain. It was easy to deduce they hide something funny since I am also do. Slowly but surely I've been building their character around recieving and inflicting pain, and am proud to say that now we both joke about suicide, genocide and gore around eachother a lot. They also feel much better, than before. Sadly can't fall in love with them for the same reasons, but just having an understanding person, who I can hurt from time to time is great

>>17162
I think maybe "database politics" might be a different way of thinking about the aesthetisation of politics and politics as spectacle.
I need to read DeBord and some other guys.
The thing is I don't see politics as performance art as bad exactly.
I think politics as ritual and performance art simply accurately describes campaign rallies and much of the system.
It's not bad or good it's just how things are.
I think politics being somewhat like professional wrestling, fursonas, team sports culture or fandom is just is what it is.
Not really sure what that implies for individuals.
"Subvert the alt-right ero-guro political database" sounds cool but is kind of meaningless.
I kind of have an idea that left-wing should reorganize along the lines of fandom sites like AO3 and ROM.
Organization is inevitable but control is not.
Not really sure that makes sense though.
Kind of getting off topic of guro though.

>>17151

I'm not claiming to know more than anyone here. I think your analysis does fit in some ways though it's debatable in others, and I don't think the overall interpretation is correct. I think I'm also not well versed enough and far too stoned. What do you mean by:

Drag is a social performance of the erotic: identity, embodiment, power, gender and sexuality.

>>17176
I mean that in general pornography is like a bimbo kink.
Signs of sexuality pushed to the maximum.

I remember reading an essay about buddhist charnel-ground meditations ,adapted by japanese buddhists, as being "paleo guro" art.
Basically buddha told monks to go to the cremation grounds to see corpse in various rotting states, to grasp the nature of life. So, the art features young women rotting to various degrees.
tibetan buddhist art also features severe mutilations, etc
>and as a christian universalist, Id like to accuse many pastors of doing torture porn when they describe hell

>>17225
I am pretty sure Christianity is the guro cult par excellence what with the martyrs and all but I know what you mean about bhuddism.

Is this guro content?

oh not really, just have some head explode discription

you can delete the post as your judgment

>>17229

Close call, but I think it's okay in /dis/.

>>17211

/all/ is broken at the moment. And it looks like that thread has been deleted.

>>16874
>I didn't realize that showing sympathy would be taken as me insulting you. I would apologize, but I don't want to accidently insult you again.

yep, showing sympathy is covert insult, although depends on context. That's most common trick used by narcissists who want to insult you and look good in front of everyone else. and there are even videos on youtube explaining that thing in detail.
and you do it again this time in super obvious way:)
>It must be depressing living in a world where….

>From what I can tell from the wiki page, the "parasitism" in that case stems from race, not gender (perhaps all people of that race are female?), and they literally would die without it. Perhaps you're saying this is a good allegory, but not even all of the women in the show are of that race

No, You got it all wrong.
The point was that in that anime they openly admit being parasites unlike women(and maybe some men) who deny it and pretend that they are not
nevertheless even when admitting it they succeed in acquiring willing host who takes that parasite
in that anime they do it by being very cute, if petoko was not a cute girl but some worm like slimy headcrab she woud have no success if she sticks to some boy.

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>>16877
I am not pickup artist I can just explain theory of how this is being done

Those scams who you see on youtube are motivational speakers who have no clue about the topic they teach.
The most famous "Mystery method" book is just hundreds of pages of someone bragging how he fucks most beautiful women by acting like a dick and collecting money from idiots who pay him to read about his dick
others do about the same thing

Real PUA basic stuff is here
https://changingminds.org/

The thing is that women are not same and you need specific approach for everyone
And to have success you need to identify what kind of approach you need with specific woman in specific situation but of course there are some universal principles.

>>16878

>I was not even referring to humans but to cats and dogs and other cute things that we keep as pets

I'll admit, I was thrown off by your use of quotation marks. When you originally said
>we actually love keeping parasites when they are cute, we usually call them our "pets"
I thought you were saying you call the girls you decide to let parasitize you pets, not that you were literally talking about pets.

But even still, the fact remains that you are comparing women to animals - thereby at least implying that women are less human than men

>if woman in the family is not getting attention from her husband that's emotional abuse if man is not getting sex from his wife "you piece of shit are not entitled to getting it" is the response he will get if he mentions it.

These are different things. One of them is an emotional issue, and the other is a sexual issue. If the roles were reversed, the same should be true (with less extreme responses both ways, regardless of who's on what side). If a woman completely ignores her husband except when she wants to fuck, that's emotional abuse.

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>>13725
I'm a guy, I'm 6'5 and have been in (bad) porn, I wouldn't say I'm stunning, but I'd be a 7/10 probably, vaguely attractive