>>6435

Well, for you to be disgusted by incest or even understand it you need to be indoctrinated that way or be raised in the family where parents are disgusted by that too. When you grow in such a dysfunctional family seeing people have sex from the young age you should get used to the casual sex idea and do it with anyone anytime who can make you feel good.



As from my own experience, I remember that I had no clue of what is happening at that young age. You play with your genitals and do not even understand that you are masturbating or that it has anything to do with sex. It just feels good and you experiment in different ways how to do it better. (although I knew that my mother will not like what I do and thus I have to do it in secret)



Now am just upset that I learned that a bit late and that I had no girls or women in my childhood to have fun.



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>>6432

Nah, I went for like...emotionally unavailable abuser. My first real boyfriend also physically hurt me but he was also borderline and I swore I'd never date another, lol.



My mom is...fine and I actually don't have an aversion to incest, although I think parent/child is always morally iffy and obviously child molestation is terrible. I had a crush on my older brother for quite some time and I told him once, drunk at 23, after I'd gotten over it. He was nice about it.



I don't want to fuck my mom because I don't like women for the most part and she emotionally abused me for years. It was like being locked in a small room with someone whose only wish is to learn all your secrets and see you anxious and insecure, for 7+ years. After being raised by my dad, who was at least jovial and didn't care about much other than that you did what he said, I ended up hating her guts.

I was always everyone's plushie and punching bag. No right to my own body.



Imagine always feeling like there's a big sloppy ugly evil dude making out with you against your will. Like you try to move away but the feeling that's about lick your neck again is inescapable. Like your ass is always about to randomly be grabbed.



I'm so fucking destroyed. I always want to vomit. I hardly don't want to die and I try so hard to focus on the good...

I think childhood can cause new fetishes as a coping mechanism.

I was bullied and humiliated in school, because I was a half-blood (monoethnic country you see). That resulted in me enjoying humiliation.



My parents were toxic. There was violence, alcohol, huge expectations, fear and sadness. My father was beating my mother, she was beating me, and I was doing shit to animals.

I feel guilt for that (which also connects with my humiliation fetish), but those sadistic tendencies are still inside. That's why I enjoy domination and watching suffering women (it's coping mechanism, recreating the pattern, and/or revenge for abuses/rejections).



I'm not sure about guro though. Maybe it's because of what I did to animals, maybe it's because what I saw my parents did to animals. Maybe both.

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I alwaysbfeel like my face is made of roaches and I'm naked and on trial.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0X3CLJVMJU&list=RDGMEMJQXQAmqrnmK1SEjY_rKBGAVMtcvy9AhhibM&index=3



Mary Jane with BLue Hair singing a very happy go lucky fun up beat cover of a classic old rock song.



Unlike every other song, the best to look at this shit to.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scmOYyBRdy8



the best of you should know this one, and it fits the theme here perfectly.

>A thread about (guro related? ) music and no-one posting Bloodbath.




A song named Eaten:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiONOj4nAqY



Resurrection through carnage:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=by7VwSYQD3c

I'm getting spam protection against my youtube links for some reason =\ but some of my favorite synthwave albums are Dangerous Days by Perturbator and Trilogy by Carpenter Brut



also totally unrelated...

Listen to Alcest, if you haven't!!

Here for the gross, cloying murder ballads:



www dot youtu dot be/BcQD2Z89vfU

I know how you feel, try to be a good person and have a bright and shining personality and you may meet good people. Good luck!

Maybe my experience is not typical, but I think you'll find a lot of people into this stuff are pretty normal and just as concerned about social judgement and associating with actual monsters as you are.

>>6821

Yeah, do you think the designs of those puchidols are far from cute?



And have you seen hentai doujins and image gallery depicting them?

They can be considered a comi sketch at best, no matter what they do, normaly they can't be considered pron, or hentai or anithing, however you can call them loli, but sine they have no real bodies, they are doing porn.They are just playing! :P

I prefer my lolis realistic and naughty! ;)

of course

Best source to look for hentai images about Puchimas?

I wouldn't. Killing all women just doesn't sound appealing.

Killing all women at once makes no sense even if you love doing that because you will not even be able to enjoy execution and you will not even know what really happened.

>>7278

Dont worry, any good lawyer would call bringing it up into question and they would still need evidence linking you to the crime. All it cam give is a bit of a motive depending on the crime. Also the prosecution actually being tech savvy and they would have no reason to check their first. Finally you could just smash you pc and say it was an accident if the police do want to look.

I covered my webcam the day I bought the computer. Anyone hacking it is just going to see a black screen.



I wouldn't do anything differently, because in your scenario, it doesn't matter. If they were going to arrest me or actually do anything, they would've done it already. All the most suspicious things about my online activity were there many years ago. If anything, I look less suspicious these days. I don't have a copy of The Anarchist's Cookbook on this computer, for example.

>>7280

I don't think even smashing it will help. Forensics once got info from a smashed hard drive after taping the disc together and on separate discs. If they want that ass, they are coming for it.



I'd go for option 3 and try to be as repuslive and nasty as I could. Shit myself in the process, smear it everywhere and just try to test their stomachs until no one cares watch the feed anymore. Not into that kind of thing but I would do it if I knew it would make the other person vomit. Haha.

>>7289

If you wanna destroy what's on a harddisk it can be done, get the platters out and sandpaper the shit out of them after having overwritten all the data with ransom 0s and 1s 10 times and noone is finding that shit out. And even that level is stupid paranoid level prep. Taping a broken disk back together 1) can't get everything of off it, a part will be permanently gone. 2) It's a one in a million shot pretty much to even get half the data from that. I have worked with enterprise level data security and zeroing the disk 10 times + phisically breaking it is considered upper limit of what's done for security. Nothing is recoverable after that point from the disk itself. If it's good enough that companies trust it to protect against industrial espionage it'll be good enough to keep us internet rando's safe.



And if they want you bad enough to overcome even just a slightly smashed disk you were fucked anyway even without the disk because the internet never forgets and they can get your data from there.

FYI: the proper way to destroy a hard drive is igniting a small charge of thermite on top of it - melts the platters irrecoverably.



Then again, the fire hazard might not make that a practical solution. Burning down your house to hide that you visited that one porn website makes you a prime suspect.



Besides, thanks to PRISM and other surveillance programs, THEY already know you visited that site.

As I know unity offers a free license as long as you show their logo on startup so this is not a problem.



However, it is pretty dumb to make pure guru game which has no other content at all. it should still have some kind of story and some logic to make it fun to play. it can even be a piece of art if you incorporate guro into some kind of narrative where for example the main character has schizophrenia



Also Guro content is insanely hard to produce unlike plain stuff or even plain porn because you need to manipulate your character models a lot and all those manipulations have to be procedural and cannot be even scripted or else it will be boring.



Even if you make some half playable guro game selling it will be problematic, because not that many people buy games and paying for something that is not even good enough makes no sense

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One idea I had was you play as a smaller race of goblin or kobold species and you are in a battle between elves or some other fantasy race.

As you progress you could make elf skin armor and collect magic charms or something, eventually battling the queen.

>>7343

>>7350

>>7349

It would mostly be a project for fun not for selling so much, there would be a game behind it, but a certain point I do sort of think you might as well just drop the gore aspect and make it for everyone. Unless you can make it really subtle.

>>7351

Where in all that do you see any guro content?



Gore is not guro, to make a guro game you need to make it erotic.

>>7353

Harvesting organs and making elf skinned armor or weapons from them. Could have prisoners be used for sex or given as trophies. Guess those are sort of things that would appeal to me.

>>7354

harvesting organs do not really count as guro because you kinda do it in any RPG as harvesting boar livers LOL even in the old game "shadow warrior" you were able to harvest hearts of certain enemies and use them as weapons



maybe if you were harvesting penises of some giants and using them to shot aphrodisiac cum to your enemies that would make it pretty unusual.



anyway, the main problem is that while we may have very wild fantasies actually implementing them in the game is a nearly impossible task.

Here's the thing about us guys: we can't pee with a hard-on. If "Angel Lust" is real, and a man does get hard while hanging, it would probably prevent urine from flowing, at least for a while.



Another thing is about how an erection works. Blood flows to the penis all the time. The difference is that some valves close, preventing the blood from flowing back out as efficiently. That's why cock rings work (though I've never been interested in choking my chicken so literally). If hanging triggers the erection, but death prevents the valves from re-opening, your penis would remain hard even as the rest of you goes limp.



Whether any of this results in pleasure is debatable. But then, autoerotic asphyxia is a thing, so there ya go.

I think I heard a theory that autoerotic asphyxiation came about because of angel lust

Thank you

The thing about all of this is-



There are some major differences when it comes to Bladder Evacuation with men and women. The major difference comes in the length of the urinary tract. A male's urinary tract is around 8 inches long, where as a female's urinary tract is around 3 or so inches long. The urine has far less distance to travel in a female case than a male.



There is also the fact that males require muscle movement and contraction to urinate. Female urination uses a great deal of gravity and the relaxation of muscles by contrast. This means, when the muscles relax after death, women are more likely to release the contents of their bladder than men are.



The type of death also plays a big part. Normal passing or dying typically doesn't bring out any type of evacuation. Violent deaths, like murders, accidents, the number is higher. However, it's the highest for both sexes in hanging. Females almost always lose bladder control during asphyxiation related deaths. Sometimes it happens just before the victim passes, or right after. But statistics have shown that it is extremely common in these types of deaths for females.

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Oh yes. One of the more important points in my necro stories. The glassy, vacant eyes staring into nothingness as the killer molests the warm body.. fuck I got hard already.

>>7300



That's exactly how I feel in my necro fantasies when the dead child or woman's eyes are open. In the fantasies, it looks like they don't care that they're being felt up, used as a sex toy or raped, like I'm beneath their notice or they're too traumatized to respond to being violated.

As the evilest being in the universe, I chose an army of lolis and shotas

I will be unstoppable hahahahaha



those all stupid aliens demons and gods attack humanity with armies of monsters just to be wiped out by some hero or humans themselves.



But if I send an army of most cute lolis nobody will dare to hurt them all armies will give up and surrender all superheroes will be disabled by their cuteness



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Dragons. Fucking. Dragons.



If a single dragon could be capable of besieging an entire city, then an army of gigantic, armored, flying, fire-breathing monstrosities could take over entire nations at once.



No army could stop my conquest.