Scream in Darkness - "Blood Bath"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdM_XD-YwUI

BEAST IN BLACK - "Hardcore"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7iu2YjG88AQ

RÃGARÃJA - EGOSPHERE [UNCENSORED]
https://vimeo.com/397225908?fl=pl&fe=cm

RÃGARÃJA - "DANS LE MIROIR"
https://vimeo.com/126929503?fl

Behemoth - "Lucifer" director's cut

https://vimeo.com/30178008

>>25127
this is mostly due to gelbooru (and rule34 for some bizarre reason recently) deciding that they don't want to moderate "extreme" fetish content anymore and have basically gone crazy using a ban hammer and deleting every single post that isn't the most generic fetish or porn ever, it really sucks

I'd suggest checking bbooru, they decided to mirror and chuck everything they delete over there, as most of the 19k torture tags you are seeing likely are deleted (hidden) but should be visible there

>>25128
shit and usually r34 doesn't give a fuck or use to not if its not some wild illegal shit

Damn that sucks man and its mostly all fucking art seriously the fuck?
I guess mods there are getting some puritan bug or some shit

Thanks for the mirror had no idea about it
Only gripe is the filter ai stuff isnt there

>>25127

Searching for the torture tag on rule34 works for me when logged in.

> this is mostly due to gelbooru (and rule34 for some bizarre reason recently) deciding that they don't want to moderate "extreme" fetish content anymore and have basically gone crazy using a ban hammer and deleting every single post that isn't the most generic fetish or porn ever, it really sucks

Don't be stupid, did you even read the message they give you? You have to click "settings" then "allow all content". That's where they put loli as well. Yes, torture is still on gelbooru.

Is there a website purely focus on underage (not real people) without the guro part?

>>24983
yea, there is

I'm curious as well. specifically an ai board

>>24983
AllTheFallen

>>24955
AO3. You have to tag search

Hi OP, I am a transgender sex worker, 27 yo and saw your post. I used to spend a lot of time on this site 10 years ago before I transitioned. Funny enough someone from this site actually told me at the time to maybe transition but I didn’t listen to her and didn’t figure it out until many years later

I was seeing an older client on Thursday morning this week who wanted to cross dress and have me top him. He gave me $1250 for doing it

To answer your question, this fantasy of yours makes no sense in real life because trans women don’t actually want to top men. Like in my case, there’s no enjoyment I get from doing that, and in fact I find it depressing, but nonetheless it’s good money

I get why you would want to ask this though, because I had the same fantasy as you 10 years ago. I wanted to be topped but I didn’t find any appeal in the idea of two men being together. I preferred imagining it would be a futanari, even though I never thought that would be real life, just imaginary

A few years later though I did just start letting men fuck me, even though I wasn’t into them. I realized it didn’t matter, I was into getting topped, so who really cares if it’s a man or a woman. And it didn’t have to be any more complicated than that

A few more years went by, and I moved to the city. Later that year I met a trans girl for the first time, who I matched with me on tinder. I ended up falling in love with her, even though she didn’t reciprocate. And to clarify, no she never topped me, because she never wanted to. She was the girl, I was the guy, so she only ever bottomed

But after that I finally realized the truth about myself, that I’m a woman and have always been a woman. I didn’t like topping that trans girl any more than I did with cis women… it was fine, an ego boost always to get some pussy but it didn’t really feel amazing like good sex should. On the other hand, getting fucked felt like everything to me.

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Especially stupid part is I literally got hit on by some guy while I was trying to kill myself wandering around downtown trying to get into tall buildings

He was pretty cute but I had to just ignore him repeatedly and I honestly felt bad. But the truth is there’s no point in talking to someone like that, because he probably didn’t realize I’m trans. Or he did realize, and wanted to just get laid. Either way I’m pretty sure all he wanted was to get laid, even though he was polite, but a man in the street only ever wants one thing. And I don’t fuck for free anymore

One last thing, since you requested that specific type of content. Here’s one of the ones that I saw and saved like 10 years ago

>>25018

I don't want to turn this into a therapy board, but fuck achy... some of the things you said were really familiar to me. Just being tired of life and the way it just keeps going on and on, completely exhausting, "I don't want a next chapter anymore I just went to be done". I hope you don't end things, and there's loads of reasons I want to say but though I mean them all truly they just sound like platitudes and I remember hearing things like "things can and usually do get better" or "you deserve to be able to be happy and feel good things and you can't do that if you're dead" or "no matter how alone or uncared for you feel, your death would ruin someone else's life, would put a lot of extra sadness into the world onto other people". But I never found any of that stuff helpful or meaningful when I was in a low spot, as I was off and on every few months for like 15 years. I guess I didn't believe people when they said those things to me, I knew they weren't being honest, or maybe they were being honest but they just didn't know they were wrong. So I'm not sure what I could say to properly get across to you what I mean, to get you to consider that maybe the way you feel rn doesn't have to be the way you feel forever, or that other people do genuinely care. Not everyone obviously but some people.

Stick around long enough to get your surgery and to be able to wake up in the morning with your own real body as your mind knows it shouldve been all along. Then find the next thing you want to stick around for, and work toward that. Go back to working with kids, but don't think of it as "finding your calling" like it's the one thing you were meant to do, don't put it up on a pedestal like it's The Thing that'll make life finally make sense, there is no One Thing that does that. Life isn't a puzzle with some solution to be figured out, it's a perpetual stew that keeps getting added to with every thing you've ever done. Sometimes it's intolerably shit and others it's pretty good, so add the ingredients you like and that give you a sense of purpose, it'll eventually get better.

You'll spend eternity being dead, no harm in letting it wait a few more decades before you get there. There's no rush

And "that ship has sailed" is such a cop out, so fatalistic, like you know what the future has in store for you. So many men seem to be the fucking worst I agree, no offence to all the guys on here, but the world is so fucking huge, there's definitely one or two real people ou

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>>19134 sure, right, "straight male", uh-huh. Anon you're some flavour of queer and honestly all the labels are exhausting so who the hell cares what you are, gay/straight/bi/pan/ whatever, we just made up some words and neat categories and we want everything and everyone to fit into them perfectly but that's not how things work. Call yourself what you want, make sense of things however you want to, but maybe the reason there isn't much chicks-with-dicks stuff on a guro website is for the same reason you don't get many pizzas from an ice cream place. We have standards here, we're here to get off to people getting skinned and spit roasted and decapitated. You know, the normal kind of stuff

There's overlaps to everything and everyone's yuck is someone else's yum. I guess what you're looking for just isn't popular enough with people who post here. I bet pixiv has a bunch of stuff though?

And yeah to second what achy said about RL trans people for your fantasy... While there's always someone out there who'll feel differently I think most trans girls probably wouldn't like topping, especially a nice respectable "straight" male like yourself. It's probably a weird and uncomfortable feeling to have what is basically a weird birth defect that you haven't gotten corrected, fetishized by someone. If you're paying then there's always some amount of money enough to make someone pretend to like something as part of a roleplay, or to find someone who really does like it, but if you're hoping to live out a fantasy like that for real no pretending then... Good luck. Maybe expand your fantasies to include girls with a strap on? What's the difference to you?

>>24973
we have a system that allows banning certain images via perceptual hashes. but that can be evaded by just using more obscure/newer cp, using AI generated cp, or heavily distorting the images (all of which he's done before).

as for photoDNA i dont think applying for it would work or is a good idea. both for the facts above and i doubt they'd approve an application from gurochan - not even sketchy ad companies will accept us! let alone microsoft

so to be clear, you can't stop someone from posting material like CP. you can make it ever-so-slightly more inconvenient but most possible counter-measures are just wasting development time for something that can he can learn to evade in 5 minutes. tops.

and if you want an example of someone who went on a goose chase trying to figure out how to prevent child pr0n from being uploaded altogether - you can take a look at the pomf2.lain.la guy. he ultimately couldn't prevent CP from getting uploaded despite deploying tons of countermeasures (including photoDNA). pedobears just used new methods each time. at best he could comply with legal take down requests

this kind of spam has been happening for over 20 years so its not like its a new thing either (you can even see some on archives of 4chan from 2005!)

rant ovar, just thought i'd explain it thoroughly since a decent chunk of gurochan users arent very familiar with the imageboard side of the internet


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>>24982

The best way to make a system inconvenient to spammers is a closed one with registration, login and delay of first post permission. But this is of course nothing wanted on this board.
Something heading into this direction could be a whitelist. Although on an anonymous board a list of names makes no sense, a list of tripcodes could. It wouldn't help to spot spammers in the first place, but it would narrow down the amount of posts that have to be checked for spam by script or ‒ even more important ‒ by hand.
If the users are encouraged to use the (secure) tripcodes and the list grows with the time, an automatic filter can discard known posters from further checks, leaving only resisters and unknown or new posters to be checked and the latters to be added to the list if appropriate.
I don't know how much development time it would take, but i can imagine that the search system of the database program that is storing the posts already has the ability to perform such a task without too much efforts.

>>24982
Is it a dedicated troll manually spamming or is it just the typical bot CP spam that imageboards often get? If it's the bots, try figuring out some traits of their connection (eg certain user agents, certain timing behavior) and "allow" uploads but just shadowban, so they think the upload succeeded. That often works for semi-smart bots.

Page 2 of thread list is broken (at least on /lit/)

>>25014
Fixed

dude! above and beyond the call of duty.
not using the chat myself (yet), but someone should really say this: kudos!

Only for more advanced imageboard users who don't want to contact me via e-mail: you can also use the newly added Private Messages feature for contacting me.
https://boards.guro.cx/dis/koko.php?mode=module&load=privateMessage
As you can see, my tripcode is ◆V4Zyo2onG6 - that's what you should put in the "Recipient" field, if you choose to use this way instead.

> If you grew up in the West, Asia, or even Latin America, and you're male, you very likely have repressed hatred toward women
Huh? I want to hurt women and girls because it turns me on, not because I hate them. And I'm someone who feels genuinely at peace when I talk to a girl with crippling anxiety and depression and genuinely hope they feel worse. But not a bone in my body hates them.

>>22701
My dad was the abusive onr and mom was the saving grace, so nah

I think their inherent nature is absolutely miserable on average and has been hyper accentuated by modern social engineering to bring out the worst of both their biological and learned psychology.

Most women nowadays can't really be classified as women, just females that never developed positively beyond the bare minimum.

I'm generalizing, obviously, it it doesn't mean there aren't outliers, but females are statistically miserable and psychotic.

Didn't one give birth to you.

>>22701
Nope, you are just oversoaked with stupid redpill propaganda that shows whores and tells that they're everywhere and you are seeking patterns that fit well with your imagination.

Ofc mothers react when boys are too active but guess what - in my surroundings fathers react too and if boys are fighting each other and have problems, they are sent to additional sport trainings. American "boys will be boys" is the stupidest thing I've ever seen.

You soaked with bullshit like: "a man works like that and have right to do this or whatever this" and "woman are against man". Nah. Obviously we are different, but it's our responsibility to use that difference not all the surrounding to appreciate our individual.

>>24940
No? 😭

I'd say that from a certain perspective it's actually weirder to be able to cum from guro (otherwise it wouldn't be so niche a fetish), but also guro for me is more like a spice I add to my other fetishes to enhance them rather than something that makes me cum by itself.

For me, guro is more of the ultimate act of submission (I'm very into consensual guro and snuff)

I think it's fairly well documented that excessive use of porn causes the person to need an ever increasing potency, in order to get the same effect. Your mind needs to be titillated and encounter things that feel new in order to get the kind of biological/neural/psychological response you want, and the more you consume the harder it is to find things novel. Maybe you're just masturbating too often, and as a result it's harder for you to reach that level of novel experience each time?

Not saying you should be completely chaste, but maybe you're just jacking it too much for your particular biology/neurology/etc. If you dial it down a bit you'll probably find you have more control over it

And just from a like therapy perspective here, you shouldn't think of this fetish as "terrible", or something that you "loathe". Yeah I feel gross about it too sometimes, but as long as nobody real is being harmed then who the hell cares what "normal" is. Don't judge yourself for having an unusual kink, just accept it while also remembering that it's not conventionally accepted. And obviously don't do things like this in real life

Personally I don't really care if a real person gets harmed either as long as I find it arousing, I'll fap to it. It's the law enforcement's job to worry about stopping people from getting harmed, not ours to care about.
The law only tells you to not go around snuffing girls, so following that rule is enough.

>>24889
Thanks, but im not really into grooming. We're both smart cookies, and she will call me retarded if i try that sort of manipulation

That being said i still cant find any opportunity for a move to guro. Ive been verbally abusing her for some time now and she clearly likes it, but at the same time no openings. Meh

Guees ill just fuck off then. It's not that big of a deal anyways and it's not fun keeping my emotions in check all the time too

What kind of guro are you trying to get her into? And what kind of gore?

There is a huge difference between a drawing of a girl cutting another girl's throat and a drawing of a girl with her intestines strewn around the room getting raped in the gut.

Likewise there's a difference between a real photo of a pretty dead girl with a slit throat and little visible blood and a photo of a bloated body with shriveled eyes and maggots in the mouth.

>>24925
Idk, just any? I dont really care even if its just something as safe as casual consensual necro

Also life update on my side, another one of my girl friends is conteplating suicide and Im tryna keep her alive. Might want to introduce her to guro at some point as well. You know, for coping

>>24932
>Also life update on my side, another one of my girl friends is conteplating suicide and Im tryna keep her alive. Might want to introduce her to guro at some point as well. You know, for coping
Make her livestream it.

>>24935
That would be a waste. I am a huge softie and I have better plans for her

But if I do somehow get a video like that, I'll be sure to give back to my community

Yea a bunch also irl girls but I keep it a secret from my gf lol shes too normie

>>24907

Then what characters do you have necro fantasies about?

13 from stranger things, starlight from the boyz, and wednesday and enid from wednesday are the biggest ones for me rn

>>24923

Jenny Blake from the 1991 movie 'The Rocketeer' is a classic one for me.

Another are various women, teen girls and kids from crime shows like CSI, Law and Order, Murdoch Mysteries, etc.

There's also certain women, teen girls and kids from Baywatch.

Yeah, almost all of my animation videos seem to have disappeared from motherless (and one image gallery) I can't really tell why some stuff got taken down , and other stuff that's almost identical in content remained, it's perplexing. Not sure whether I should reupload it or not?

The word massacre is banned from motherless. I don't get it. You watch some getting killed on TV or movies. Yet sometimes motherless bans it

>>24833
Seems they are cracking down on snuff now: >>>/ai/19940
It's probably a matter of time that "almost identical in content" you see will be deleted too

damn bros

any other websites that arnt going to hell?
ones without weird as fuck ads be better

>>24833
Check back now, the "almost-identical" stuff will probably be gone too. In the last week and a half the stuff that's disappeared has gone from 1/3rd of my collection to 2/3rds. By the end of next month there'll be hardly anything left.

Hello. What would you like to speak about?